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2011-07-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

hi. its been long.

now sitting on bed, covered fully with comforter, feeling down, laptop on, handphone at my side, waiting for birthday wishes to come by; once the clock strikes midnight.

April's here.

2011-04-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

Just realised that i hadnt done any posts for March.

about 12 days ago, i came back from a very fruitful and meaningful Umrah pilgrim in Saudi Arabia. and how i wish to go there again with my family very soon. i'm missing it already. i miss how the people are so calm and worry-free. i miss how everytime i stepped into the mosque, i feel this sense of security and calmness with this secret joy inside me reassuring me Allah's watching over me. i miss seeing dealers selling their goods in the streets with all their might. i miss praying in the Masjids. i miss being near Prophet Muhammad S.A.W.'s grave. i miss making rounds around the Ka'abah. i miss going up and down Safa and Marwah. i miss seeing how fellow Muslims rejoiced when rain fell which seldom happens at the haram land as it is a desert country. i miss everything about Medina and Mecca. and also after which i made a life changing decision.

before going over to Saudi, we stopped at Istanbul, Turkey first for a very short vacation. only to realise that it was too short to relive every moment of it. but oh well, its our first time there but it definitely is not the last. we were just in time to experience snow as it was the city's last day of winter with the temperature of -3 degrees celcius. good experience yes it was. Turkey's rich with history and really wonderful landmarks.

one thing left to do regarding the trip, a very important assignment. filter and upload pictures onto facebook, send them for printing and buy an album.

A day in the life of the holy land of Mecca.
Masjidil Haram.

alrightey, this post ends here. (:

not gonna be easy, but i'm gonna get through this.

february. last month of the semesterrrrr.

2011-02-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

it took one month for me to realise that i havent posted for about more than one month.
okay so life's gotten pretty hectic, boring, and annoying.

this monday, it'll be the last presentation for this semester. yesss!
i gotta buck up for one of my modules.
yeahhh.

okay this is awkward.

alright me out.

coz i know i'm not like that.

tired.

2010-12-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

i'm tired. of worrying.

i've got many assignments to complete. and especially one with a heavy weightage due on the first day of school.

2010. pretty hectic year eh. the start of a new chapter in a new school.
letting go and letting in. i'm still getting used to it; really slowly; than usual it sure is.

besides, i'm in desperate need of entertainment. things' been pretty dry lately.

sheesh y'all, i'm tired.

the week.

2010-11-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

hectic, tiring and a little pinch of fun. hectic coz lots of things are happening all at once. tiring coz theres many things to be done with so little time so it affects both physical and mental. fun coz i watched Harry Potter 7 Part 1 on Friday with friends and Saturday coz i experienced my first baking workshop. so the mood comes in altogether.

ya know, for every paper i am forced to waste, my stress level increases by 1%. firstly, my printer isnt working so i wont have the chance to print schoolwork from home which would be more convenient for me. secondly, school doesnt have a printing shop that allows students to print on both sides of a paper. thirdly, my teacher or tutor does not accept works with more than 2 slides on each page. so this was what that happened. 1st day of submission for that particular module, i printed 6 slides on each page but because printer wasnt working and school only allow students to print on one side of each paper, its more like i printed 6 slides on ONE PAPER. so she gave back each and everyone else's assignment for us to improve on it and next time print another proper copy for her. oh yeah and bear in mind that she wants everyone to submit in hard copy coz its extremely taxing for her to assess everyone through what people call the COMPUTER. and she rather sacrifice the trees for that. i'm not annoyed at her, i'm annoyed at the way she does things. and its driving me crazy everytime i think about it. so yeah, second day of submission finally arrive, and all of us have to hand in two sets of assignment. so for the second assignment i printed 4 slides on ONE PAPER. i still wasnt clear about her wanting two slides so my bad. but when once she saw that i had four slides, she gave it back to me and ask me to print another copy for her. not only me, everyone else had something wrong with their assignment and have to resubmit it again. IMAGINE HOW MANY SHEET OF PAPERS IS GONE WASTED. geez, computers, laptops are invented for a reason.

okay i'm just here to rant about that module i'm disliking a lot for that very reason. and also for the fact that i'm a Horticulture student, this very reason contradicts my career path to a very large extent.

goodnight.

i'm sorry. sometimes words just slip out of my mouth and i dont mean a single thing i said.

Haze.

2010-10-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

the haze is driving me nuts. glad its gonna be over soon. i'm down with flu, my nose wont stop running, and breathing has never been so annoying. i'm not the only one. All started with my niece, followed by my elder sister, then my younger sister, me and then my dad. and to think that school's starting in a few days' time, i'm in sucha rough state. at home all week, yet i'm still so busy. gotta get my mood and health up before school starts!

CRAVINGS.

2010-09-24T01:52:00.003+08:00

i'm craving.
Craving for Swensen's breakfast.
Craving for Yong Tau Foo.
Craving for mash potato at Popeyes.

i'm gonna meet them soon. soon.

Raya.

2010-09-15T03:49:00.003+08:00

its almost 4 in the morning and i'm perspiring.
Raya started like 4 days ago and it was good. Visits after visits, tightening the bond after each and every one.
i love my family.
:D

drained.

2010-09-06T04:15:00.003+08:00

soooo miserable. 2 more papers to go. 157 scientific plant names to memorize and their characteristics; all to be tested this coming Tuesday. I FEEL LIKE CRYINGGG. and for absolutely no reason at all, i feel angry. i dont know. i dont knoooooooowwwwwwww. I DONT KNOW.

sheesh. gotta get back to studying.

current mood: i just dont know okay.

what.

2010-08-25T03:11:00.003+08:00

believe it or not but we're almost halfway through fasting month! how fast can that be. time flying scares me. i've iftar-ed out once so far in a terrible terrible place. it was a buffet dinner, food was all over the place, had to be asked to get it replenished, really dry quality food, unappetizing and the service was bad, just horrible. i've never eaten a buffet dinner that bad before. 6 dollars for 3 jugs of PLAIN water?! oh come on. and they charged us extra with one of the reasons that is for staying there for 2 hours! for goodness sake, we're the customers, we can stay there for as long as we like. My sis told me to write in to the manager simply for the very bad service. I guess i'll do it soon but I dont even know where to start! $27 pains me for something they advertised as $18++.

My exam starts next week and holidays are ending soon. ): Guess i'll end here then.

July.

2010-07-31T22:36:00.003+08:00

July's almost coming to and end in a few hours time and yes, its been a heck of a month. Projects after projects, tests after tests. and not forgetting i had a great time two days ago, the 29th, my birthday :D i loved the wishes, everyone of them, by text, on facebook, personally. every single wish brightens my day. poly classmates got me a cute slice of cake with a candle on it. (: and my dearest family got me a Sony DSLR camera and lotsa pretty dresses which i am VERYVERYVERY thankful and appreciative for and of course the dinner out too. ((:

next week, i'll be staying over at the Loft for one or two nights with the rest of classmates to complete a model for a project. gonna be busybusybusy but i'm keeping my heads up. :D

Lovelovelove,
Hidayah

school reopens.

2010-06-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

so school has reopened and now its back to business. back to complete assigned tasks and back to meeting deadlines. i'm back from Perak and KL about 4 days ago and yes, it was an excellent trip and a part of it having to get to see the Rafflesia, the biggest flower in the world. makes me feel great especially being in this course of study. yup and update; last two sundays was my niece 1ST birthday! Mak Ngah loves you.

I have about three deadlines to meet this coming month, July. which contradicts the fact that its my favourite month of all. oh well. blogging's a little unusual for me at this early hour but partly because i have no school today. woohoo. coz my lecturer's out of town.

alright. i gotta get back to why i actually turned on my lappy in the first place; my report.
oh and my niece just woke up.
tata!

Common tests are over!

2010-06-11T20:12:00.003+08:00

yay! First part of the semester is finally over and all i hope now is for the best results when school reopens. School's okay. HLM peeps are awesome; and i'm talking majority. Lecturers are fine. Workload's average compared to other courses. term break's only for two weeks but oh well. this whole week's gonna be really busy with the big party coming up this sunday. and next week i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeee most of the time. the following week is gonna be packed with adventures! woohoooo!

okie dokie. thats all for now.
tataaaaa.

6th week.

2010-05-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

time really flies huh. 6th week is already here and i'm already feeling so drained. yeah and my dad turned 57 last thursday! Love you Ayah.

i was reading through profiles just a while ago on facebook and thought about how much i'm missing out on so many things out there while i'm stuck here at Singapore. i'm really envious of those getting to study abroad and at the same time travel around the world, meeting new people, new cultures every single day at such a young age. hmm. nat geo adventure's been keeping me busy almost every night and yes i enjoy the company.

i'm feeling so so drained. and i really dont like saying i'm having pms because i dont. its so exhausting when you know what to expect for the day and youre living that day almost everyday. and you go round and round and round you still end up here. its physically and mentally tiring. yeah you might learn new things every single day in theory, be smarter than everyone around you but your experiences are still the same. it makes you really shallow and of course you'll feel horrible about it. which is how i'm feeling right now. not that i'm saying i'm smarter than everyone. hahah. no i'm not stressed neither am i depressed. just sick and tired.

i'm staying positive. like what my parents always tell me, there's always a good in every bad. i know someday, just someday, my turn will come. so now that i'm here, i'm really trying my very very best to make my parents very proud of me.

me.

first day.

2010-04-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

wow. it has been quite a day for me. first day in ngee ann wasnt very much expected at all. firstly, i missed my field trip to hort park even though i was early for school. had to wait till 2 for orientation to start. i still cant get over that fact. so hung around here and there, from library to cca fiesta to makan place. i hadnt seen a school this busy before. lunch was no peace and my menses came. theres another field trip tomorrow and i'll make sure i'll be there for it.

i guess this is just the way things are meant to be. like what people always say, its poly life man! just sit back, relax and enjoy the show. that aside, i'm putting in a lot of thought for photography club.:DD woohoo.

i guess thats about it for now. i'll stay positive.(:

update again.

2010-04-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

updateupdate! yesterday was my Mum's 55th Birthday! Love you Ibu.
umm so what have i been doing lately... other than staying at home, umm yeah just hanging out. there was one day i went to collect my o level certificate back at NTSS. and there was another day when i went shopping with my elder sister and niece. and another day when i went to Mustafa Centre with my parents, elder sister and nice. and also there was a day when i hanged out with my fellow cousins before a cousin goes back to Australia. and there was time when my family spent a few days at Aunt's house over at Malaysia of which we had a hearty dinner on the second night over at a hotel. yeahh. thats roughly what has been going on with my life over the past few weeks.

tomorrow's School of LSCT Freshmen Orientation Camp; and i still have not got my bag packed yet. and yes one more thing, i am so upset with the Garskin company coz they took my money and still have not given me the garskin itself. its been more that 14 days already, almost reaching to a month! sheesh.

alright then. ttys. -abbreviation courtesy of Paris Hilton My New BFF. hahaha. (and no, i'm talking about the show)

tell me why is Alex Lambert out of American Idol?

2010-03-13T02:18:00.001+08:00

so tell me why. why is Alex Lambert out of American Idol. man. so disappointing for me. its just too bad that i'm not in America to vote for him. its okay Alex! your voice and your charm will definitely win people's hearts one day! Todrick shouldnt be out either. didnt he get good comments from the judges the day before? so whyy? HAII. its okay. i'll still be watching and supporting and waiting for more surprises to come.

and YAY. i finally got my very own notebook! woohoo! and in fact, i'm using it now! its just too bad the softwares for my course in poly does not support Apple version. so i cant get a Macbook Pro.): but its fine though. i got over it and i'm happy with what i have now. so i settled with Fujitsu!(:

alright then. i guess this post stops here.
ciao.

Trouble... Trouble, trouble, trouble, trouble... Trouble's been doggin' my soul since the day I was born.
Worry... Worry, worry, worry, worry... Worry just will not seem to leave my mind alone.

should i or should i not go to sleep?

2010-03-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

26th February, younger sister's birthday; YAY that she has turned 14 already. the next day was campcraft preliminary round for the girls. and YAY both boys and girls team got into finals. they'll be on the battlefield on the 20th of March. and YAY, my enrolment package came in on the 1st of March, after a looong wait. and YAY again, i did a little catch up here and there at Raymond's birthday party last Saturday which almost had the entire four classes there celebrating his 17th birthday.

so today, went to the bank with my dad to close and create a new account and also to check and see whether my 6 days of work pay is in yet (i know its pathetic); only to find out that i have to go to the office itself to collect the cheque. and also we had to go to Clementi to pay semester one fees. so YAY, few jobs done!

there'll be quite a number of events coming up as compared to the many days of nothingness so i'll be looking forward to it! YAYYYYYYY!

while listening to a song from glee...

2010-02-23T02:03:00.004+08:00

anyone willing to teach me how to play the guitar for free? or the piano maybe? :D

New Town boys campcraft team did exceptionally well last Saturday so, YAYYY! two thumbs-up! and this coming Saturday, its the girls' turn! I'm sure they can do it. show me some girl power!

umm. desaru trip was awesome. and my elder sis love the present me and younger sis gave her. so, YAYYY! oh ya, and i went for some CNY visiting last week with the rest. Esther's and Mr Chan's house.

yup. okay. thats all i guess.
tataa!

morning update.

2010-02-13T01:37:00.004+08:00

okay update.
i got into Horticulture and Landscape Management at Ngee Ann Poly. Didnt get into Psychology but its okay. and guess what. i resigned from my job at Watsons Bukit Merah as it was too far from my home and too boring for me to handle. and thats when i know the true meaning of temporary full-time and permanent part-time. ps. i resigned after an unbearable three days at work. and i hope to not do that again and of course will be looking forward to more exciting job offers in the future.

i hope Jeslyn a.k.a Sally will have a safe journey to Melbourne and hope to meet her in April. wishing her all the best in her studies. *and thank you so much for the clothes you bought for me from New York. i absolutely LOVEEEE it.

i'll be off to Malaysia for holiday with my family and my dad's side later in the morning. yay!
will be back in Singapore in about three days.

alright. see you!

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY KAK LONG! love you.

random.

2010-01-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why some people is still not satisfied with the fact that Sezairi won Singapore Idol. so what if he's the third malay guy to win this competition. based on that night, the grand finale, he was definitely the most outstanding. no one can deny that. he's got star quality, superb voice and great musicianship of which got him to win this competition. and of course, lots and lots of supporters.

okay moving on, my cousin is migrating to Melbourne, Australia tomorrow. so we'll be sending her family off tomorrow night. sunday night to be specific. i wanna wish her well and have a good life there yeah. and to Firman, all the best yeah, school, social life and all. hope you get to adapt easily. haha. funny the way i say this makes it look like as if he's gonna read this. haha. i hope he will though.

alrightey. my mars bars is sitting right in front of me, waiting.

after today.

2010-01-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

i guess this was meant to be. although i didnt get what i wanted, at the end of the day, i'll have to be satisfied with what i got. i keep telling myself, theres always a good behind every bad. ada hikmah sebaliknya. hopefully, with this very score, i'll do something better in the future and excel in whatever i'm doing. i know Allah has something planned for me in the future and i'm looking forward to it with an open mind and an open heart. i thank Allah for my wonderful and supportive family as they were the ones who stick by me through thick and thin. i'm grateful, i really am.

Alhamdulillah.

awake.

2010-01-05T02:00:00.003+08:00

hello. the hotel at port dickson was great and really really nice. school for my younger sis started earlier today. so now its my turn to say, "do your homework!", "thats my tv! you have studying to do!", "sleep early! theres school tomorrow!" hahaha yessaaa!

i was told that the moment of truth is next week. and i'm dead nervous. helppp!
and now i feel like as if my braces are squeezing my teeth together and it hurts. and i can hear my younger sister snoring.

off to the market in the morning tomorrow with parents and off with friends in the afternoon. poly open houses starts this week and NTSS cca open house is this friday. woah. busy but fun!

alright. ciao.

hah. guilty as charged.

New Year.

2010-01-01T00:38:00.004+08:00

hey everyone. HAPPY NEW YEAR! its gonna be a big year for me. and a wonderful one i hope. New Year's resolution: Get into a course that i'm interested in in poly and excel in it! Yay! Kudos to the future!

I was back from Kuantan and KL trip last Thursday and i'm off to Port Dickson tomorrow for a spa retreat! woohoo! cant wait. we're gonna have our own pool in the hotel room itself! how cool is that.

2009 has been quite a year for me. definitely learnt a lot; be it academics or even social life. whats there and whats not; whos there and whos not. and yeah, especially the o levels. wooh!

alrightey. i gotta go.
ciao.

sobs. i dont like clown college.

titleless.3

2009-12-19T03:35:00.003+08:00

this is the third time my titles are titleless. hahah. i just cant think of any suitable ones to type in. so i'll just go with this one at the moment. its real early in the morning and i am not suppose to be awake. tomorrow, or today, is gonna be a big day full of house chores and packing as i'll be going off to Malaysia for holiday this coming Sunday. i havent pack anything yet and the house needs to be uber clean before we head off. i'm kinda excited actually although i've been there thousands of times. i'm looking forward to the shopping.(: although i really wish that someday we could go to somewhere further. like Australia, London, Paris, Italy, New Zealand... oh well. budget's tight.

earlier today or maybe yesterday, whatsoever, i accompanied my friends to school to take their N Level results and also to support them. i could see the joy in their faces when they saw how well they did. i'm really proud of them. and that got me thinking and worrying. soon, it'll be my turn to receive my results and i want to have that same or more joy in me when i look at the result slip. i'm nervous and scared. and i DONT wanna screw it up. i WANT to pass with flying colours.

and btw, notice the new blogskin? i like it. i'll stick with this one at the moment till my hands get itchy and change to another one. its the second day, of a new year according to the Islamic calender and boy, its gonna be a big year for me. more life-changing choices to make, more environment to adapt to, and definitely more social activities to go through.

its 4am in the morning and i better be sleeping now.
toodles.

why are you wearing a bib?

titleless.2

2009-12-16T02:24:00.003+08:00

its almost 2.30am in the morning and i'm still wide awake and the only one up in the house. havent had the taste of good ice cream for god knows how long and relieved with hagen daaz chocolate ice cream topped with bits of oreo biscuits and semi-sweet chocolate chips about an hour ago. love it. just finished watching The Proposal starring Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds and it was great! i thought it was rather short but still love the few moments here and there.

i was looking through my previous posts and realised that i didnt mention the most important thing ever on the post after 31st December 2008. My older sister gave birth to a beautiful adorable baby girl in June 2009. She's now 6 months old and already knows how to turn herself on the bed. i know its hard to believe, being an auntie at the age of 16. She has my eyes, nose and forehead. haha!

life's been like like that. its either home, campcraft or go out to eat. i need to make full use of my holidays before i get my results in January. i need a temp job, earn some money, spend it and have some fun. but till now, i cant find any. plus i met a "lost" friend lately but yeah it was a good return and we all talked and smiled.

By now, I've learnt the meaning of true friends. those that i can trust, and those that i can keep. those that not only speak nor write, but at the same time, those that act upon it. i've seen true colours revealing itself even at the most menial of times and from there, i knew. i'm not saying i'm perfect in any way, its just a thought, a review, a feeling.

i gotta go and have some sleep. i'll write in again as soon as i know what to write about.

we're just a part of a life that meant nothing, nothing at all, just buried in a bunch of foolishness which always had words but never actions.

but as for me, i miss a good laughter, good fun and good companies. away from all worries and being carefree.

titleless.

2009-12-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

what a day. the adrenaline i had to experience was much more than the abseil of the 52m high cliff. oh well.

we had a sharing session with Jamaican olympic athletes earlier today. and it was great! really. There was, Asafa Powell, Veronica Campbell-Brown and 18 year old Dexter Lee. they looked real cool. so its like, once they came in cameras and lights were shoved to their faces. well i thought it was rather impolite to welcome a guest like that. first of all, the MCs were the ones who get to ask them questions first and then after that, its opened to the floor. There were like Sports School ppl, those from Republic Poly, PE teachers and of course, MEDIACORP.

so once it was opened to the floor, and after a few rounds of Q and A, i have no idea why but the MC came to me and just went, "so what about you? do you have any questions for Dexter?" and just put the mike in front of me. CAN ANYONE IMAGINE HOW I FELT AT THAT POINT OF TIME?! cameras was staring right onto my face, everyone was just waiting for me to reply! i froze, words just cant come out. i so knew it it was gonna happen before that. i just had this feeling. and yeah , my instinct was right. so the MC just walked away after getting a no reply. Really embarassing.

so i just had to redeem myself after what i have done. luckily, like maybe 5 minutes before the end of the session, one the MCs asked if anyone wanted to ask Dexter a question, and yeah I just HAD to raise up my hand. so yeah. he passed the mike to me, i stood up, froze a while while absorbing the higher altitude, and asked him. GAHH. I see flashes everywhere. I couldnt concentrate, my heart was beating real fast, I kinda mumbled through my words. what a stage fright. wasnt wasnt thinking at all. so i had repeat what i had to ask. AHH. hidayah hidayah. but thank goodness, he replied well. well, my question was, "with you being being a champion at such a young age, how do you cope with the fame and all?" yeah that was i was meaning to ask. he replied something like, "its good, i get the attention of more girls with that." something like that. and everyone laughed. i didnt quite listen to his reply coz my recovery from extreme nervousness wasnt that fast.

well i keep telling myself everyone's gonna forget abt it eventually. so after the session we had a tour around the centre and then lunch. thats when we took pictures! with the athletes! yay! this really was a good experience for me and i learnt a lot from them. and yes, it was a great sharing session.

i'll update this post with pictures of the athletes as soon as possible as my friend has yet to upload the pictures.

so yeah. thats about it. peace.

it was all worthwhile. (:

update!

2009-12-04T00:09:00.002+08:00

lesson learnt: never do dumb things again Hidayah

started the day feeling upset. got over it and ended the day well.
thanks for today dear friends. cheers!
after what seemed like years of not exercising, i had bad leg cramps after running up and down during Monday's campcraft training. with that i need to take a walk at Botanical Gardens and Mount Faber leading to Hort Park. so who's with me?

oh yeah. i cleaned up my desk. yay.
and i need to get a job to keep myself busy AND to earn some money.
and i need to have fun.

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the past that was long forgiven but never forgotten.
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whats that? a hat?

Back!

2009-11-28T00:54:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

havent been updating for a LONG LONG while. i was searching for a proper blogskin before this but i've decided that i should just stick with this one at the moment.

Year's been hectic. Just ended O's around two weeks ago. And was back from NPCC Bintan trip just last Sunday. It went by really fast and of course i sure had lots of fun. then i had my graduation night just last wednesday whereby everyone looked so good though the event was a little draggy i kinda enjoyed it. and after which, i am down with a bad flu till now.

i wanna get a job now that its holidays and its time for me to earn some cash. but at the same time i wanna choose my off days and have some fun.

i HAVE to clean up my desk. yeahh.
i'll write in soon. and hopefully with more things to say.
i dont know why but i cant just let my thoughts flow to the keyboard and onto the screen.

do you know there are 80 shades of white?

the last day of the year.

2008-12-31T20:29:00.003+08:00

hey everyone.

reason as to why i dont fill my blog with posts,
is simply because i cant type down my thoughts.
i just cant. and i dont know why.
i prefer to just say it.
by saying is spontaneous you see.
except that i dont. i'll only do it to myself.
if you get what i mean. which i dont think you do.
haaaa. who cares.

haha! okay.
my apologies.

after much persuasion from a few people, i decided to be nice and update.
and its the last day of the year. so yeahh.
blahblahblah.

okayokay. lets get to the point.

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

1) study hard, like very very hard. hardcore studying.
the O's are next year...
2) do my homework . and do it sincerely. and hand it in on time.
3) behave myself in class. ((:
4) prioritise my commitments. study before cca.
5) not to care about people's attitude problems. no matter how much my ass cant stand it.
hehe. mindset on the O's.
6) no more being late for school.
7) jadi seorang anak yang solehah.
8) and kuatkan iman.
9) to eat more ice-cream and chocolates. those makes you happy.

i guess thats about it for now. not anymore that i can think of now.
but i'm sure theres more stuck inside my head just that i cant pluck it out.

i'm doing all of these for my parents. i am never gonna disappoint them ever again.
its very heartbreaking if history repeats itself.

i wonder why. i wonder why.
we are all working hard for what you call, happiness in the future.
what about now? what about today?
wheres your happiness now?
and when the future steps in, you have to work even harder to maintain your status.
to think about it,
where's THE future everyone's talking about?

i dont know.
i dont know what i want to do anymore.
i dont know whats in it for me anymore.
i dont know. i just dont know.

i just have to keep the faith in Allah. and kuatkan ibadah.
Amin. Ya rabball allamin.

About the year, i guess it was fun, rather challenging, and annoying.
the TRIPS!
Australia, Batam, Malaysia.
those are loved!

and those paperwork, like proposals and stuff like that,
no, i hate it.
so i'm really sorry guys for not putting my effort in those.

i guess thats all.
i'll be back and i know it.
See ya soon!

ps. you guys should listen to human, by the killers. the lyrics are very meaningful.

2008-12-22T00:45:00.003+08:00

hopeless. useless. pathetic.
thats what they all say.

shooting

2008-10-13T19:25:00.002+08:00

155 out of 200.
thats how i scored for .22 revolver finals.
gosh. its been like three months and i still miss that gun. really i do.
i dont know why. although revolver trainings are much more lesser and much less pressurising than campcraft trainings, i think the revolver comp has created a bigger impact on me.
ifonly,ifonly.
if only i did well for my prelimanary rounds and got the same score during the finals, i could have gotten like third prize for individual shooter. aaahhh. hopefully mr chan let me participate in next year's comp. and at the same time, me coping well for the o's. :D
yeah. there's no point brooding about this.

anyway, i'm fifteen. haha. yeah i know thats random.
time flies.
miss those days. when we were all so little and so cute. and still cute(:
doing silly stuffs like trying to cross over the other side of a pond and ended up falling and got yourself wet. like hiding inside the cubicles when a teacher caught us playing. like buying plastic containers and using them to catch dragonflies.
those were the days.
bleahh.

Australia in 1 month and 4 days! i'm counting! and still counting!

blogskin

2008-10-13T01:50:00.007+08:00

blogskin's PISSING me off.
soonsoon. i'll do something about it.
the week's been busy. real busy. with hari raya and stuff.
not thinking of updating about it. or its gonna be longanddraggy.
and exams are OVER. lets all celebrate with joy and happiness.
wait till the results. humph. what i hate most.

i wanna complain. about a person.
mr wahab. an absolute &*%$&*&toottoottoot.
CLAIMS to be teacher.
what a toottoottoot.
he calls us stupid. he calls us lazy. he thinks that we are some shit class. he's angry with the fact that we give him loads of shit to do. yeah right. piss off. like as if u did something productive throughout the year. he does nothing. except of course, giving us workworkwork to do. and hardly marks it. at the end of the year, when the class have to revise, he returns us UNMARKED work. so what have you been doing? every lesson, its either quickwrite or newspaper article or comprehension or compo. forces us to hand it on time. nags like a woman experiencing menopause. and we end up getting it back, CLEAN. so is that what u call teaching? then I can be a teacher too! i BET way better.
so when the class gets into trouble. he blames us for giving him EXTRA work.
what bullshit.
i seriously dont think ms yong thinks the same way as you do.
ms yong is WAYWAY better than mr wahab.
a class is good when the teacher is good.
a class takes the shape of their teacher.
a class grow and learn by having their teachers to lead as examples.
he contributes to the noise too okay. creating some &*%$# horny lame stupid jokes.
so ever wonder why the class is like that?
its not only about self-discipline. its about the TEACHER.
hope he reads this. i am so GLADDD that he's not gonna be my teacher next year.
the o's are next year. teachers like him are not NEEDED.
urgh. %$#@^&*toottoottoot.

in two weeks.

2008-09-01T00:13:00.037+08:00

here's the events i've gotta post that happened in the last few weeks.
- sister's wedding

-OBS!

so lets turn back time.

15th August

Sis's solemnisation. felt really happy for her.

the day they are officially husband and wife.

the day the R.O.M invite them to building a new life by just signing a few papers.

the day of exchanging rings and kisses.

so i cried after seeing my dad and my mum in tears. tears of both happiness and sadness.

-at my house after solemnisation

16 August
wedding! celebration!

at kampong glam malay heritage centre!

taman warisan melayu.

the setting was great man!

-the kompang

total of 4 roadblocks to get to meet the princess!

firstly, my uncles stop him from coming. haha! hilarious.

three green packets come out.
secondly, my another uncle stop him at the entrance.

two green packets come out.

thirdly, my sister's friends stop him from going up the stage.

he had to blow bubbles.

two green packets come out.

fourthly, the make-up artist stop him.

she covered my sis's face with the fan.

two green packets come out.
then finally, they meet.
haha! hilarious.

-lunch!

-guests signing the guestbook outside

i didnt take pictures of the fooood! )):

-cousins!

-outside

-after changing

-with the flowergirls

-cupcake feeding ceremony with the emcee of the event

then my cousins , me and my younger sis sabo-ed the newly weds to sing!

they sang My Heart.

my sis was like super worried. she didnt want to at first.

but we cheered on, so yeah, she did.

17 August

wedding celebration on my brother-in-law side.

its like super cool man.
tradition says that the guy side have to invite the girl over.

so my bro-i-l came over escorted with motorcyclists!

-over at the guy's place

-the dikir barat

then its cake cutting and feeding ceremony.

-super rings! yum!

next two days, which is a tuesday, they went for honeymoon to bali!

for 6 days!

so we sent them off at the airport.

and they live happily ever after.((:

next up, OBS!

25th August-29th August

rocks my socks! five days at ubin!

ChengHo ChengHo all the way!

my group name!

LOVELOVELOVE!

consisting of, (the girls, top row, left to right)

PL(instructor!) LiHui, Tonasa, JieXin, Esther, Erni, Me, Alliyah, Mahera
(the guys, bottom row, left to right)

WengSiang, BingKang, ChongZhi, JunKang, YiWei, Brian, JunXiang, Melvyn

(Schools: Pioneer, Regent, Yuhua and New Town!)

Day 1

mcgriddles for breakfast before going basic.
met group7, which is cheng ho at the jetty.

like strangers.

our instructor, PL!

we played some ice breakers, blow cheng ho blow and identity crisis.

and the entanglement game.

didnt work out. we were still like strangers.

super cant stand the silence.

had phototaking after that.

asked to change into trackpants.
and then we had a little kayaking!

learnt the capsize drill.

PL challenged us on who can stand up the longest on the tri-yak without falling.

thats when the funny part comes in.
Melvyn lost his balance and guess what he did. the most out of mind thing.
he stepped on the other tri-yak. in the end both tri-yak capsize.

like wth. HAHA! super hilarious.

then we get to bathe! and cook dinner! pitch tents!

had circle time and journal writing.

i met different kinds of personalities.

the day was dreadful. very very SLOW. not punctual.

at that point of time, i had very little hope for our group to be an exciting one.

a very very frustrating day indeed.

btw, our breakfast is bread and jam.

lunch, biscuits, milo and ovaltine packets. bread, layer cake, apollo.

dinner, rice or maggi with canned food.

that night, there was like a fire drill. and everyone was like moving so slowly.

we had to pack our bags for the next day since we'll be leaving the campsite and we'll be going mobile. transfer our things to the given backpacks plus putting in all the food, pots and pans. ponchos and lifevests. woah!

Day 2

started the day with some sort of warm up.

with camp 2 bravo, amundsen, armstrong and cheng ho.

played the hunter, tree thingy. then the slowest had to do the dodo dance.

end up me, weng siang and raymond had to do the dodo dance.

like 5 times!

next, was the eco challenge. where he have to collect the animals to make up the food chain.

season 1 we played according to instructions.

like when you have to collect 16 planktons, only 1 person can hold 1 plankton at one time, to and fro.

but for season 2, we had to collect 64 planktons. which is kinda impossible to go here and there carrying and putting back 1 plankton each and every time within 15 minutes.

so we made a human chain and stuff the planktons into our pockets.

thats when our group bond! when we created this thing called the cheng ho spirit!

laugh together, cheat together.

but in the end, cheat also still lose. haha!
got the group as one though. thats the good thing.

anyway, back to the story, we had this trust fall thing after that.

test on how u really trust your groupmates.

and we learnt how to be a belayer.

and damn, it hurts when you're belaying.

your thigh area especially. wooh!

so who's the belayer in my life? my family of course!

next was the high elements!

we had to do the double dangle duo.

its like two sets of 5 logs.
first set the logs are like one meter apart and it gets further once you get higher.

second set the logs are like 1.2 meter apart and yes, it gets further once you get higher.

so, imagine!

first set, i climbed with erni. and yesyes! we reached all the way to the top.

second set, climbed with esther. kinda difficult. coz i had to really stretch my legs.

determination helps us to get to the top and help each other through.

reaching the top for both sets was totally an utter great accomplishment for me.((:

we then continued packing our bags to go on mobile. and damn, i've never carried a bag heavier than that before. inside consisting of, mine and esther's things, clothes, shoes, toiletries, happy meal, with lifevests and ponchos and waterbottles. some carried tents. so yeahh. HEAVY!

cant possibly let esther carry it. or she'll fly away. xD

haha!
so we hiked to our campsite under the rain.

pitched our tents under the rain. camp 2 bravo helped us! thanks a million.

cooked maggi for the group. and the most disgusting thing is that we cant wash the oily mess tins properly coz there isnt any detergent. and the guys are such gentlemen coz they are the ones who does most of the washing. ((:

and one more thing, its the place that you have to dig your own hole if you wanna shit.

had a bad nights' sleep and woke up early for century duty.

good thing is that, we get to see the city lights and the stars are like in clusters! plus the beach view. beautiful.

esther, zimah and me were like discussing how perfect the scene will be for shots when we get married in the future. hahaha!

thinking ahead, thats a good thing. :D

Day 3

its expedition hiking time!

we are given clues on where to go. with a map and compass.

the places around ubin.

and PL isnt allowed to give anymore hints other than that.

its totally on our own.

first stop was the german girl's shrine. 1km away from the campsite?

we had to do a little acting before we get to carry on with the trekking.

bleahh...

then we had to find the highest hill in ubin.

had some troubles looking for it. got a little lost here and there. but nice work navigators.

and the very cooperative group! whom refuses to give up.

finally, after about 2km of trekking we climbed up the hill. cant reach the peak coz its raining heavily with lightning. so yeahh. dangerous.

we were just below the summit and saw the quarry.

shouted our hopes out loud. like you know, what people usually do to relieve stress.

seeked for shelter and had our lunch.

PL made for us hot coffee plus ovaltine plus milo. which was yum!

which made us experience sugar rush.

which helps us ALOT to carry on with the hiking.

we were like singing our asses off all the way to the next destination. to make the load lighter.

thats when we get closer and more comfortable around one another.

everyone was just sooo sooo happy!

hiked like about 4 kilometres more till we reached our paradise!

ouward bound school!

i cant feel my fingers by then.

by the time, everybody was so high and hyped up.

we were like the ones contributing to the noise there. attracting all the attention.

screaming and shouting.

we saw medical centre. wow!

offices. wow! toilets. wow! canteen. wow! swimming pool. wow! hall. wow!

our very own paradise.
we get to SHOWER! after being stinky for two whole days.

to add on with the happiness, is that we dont have to cook! coz we have proper food at the canteen! yay!

had a discussion with the kayaking expedition leaders together with camp 2 bravo. kinda frustrating coz some people refuses to listen and cooperate. more time is wasted. lesser time to sleep.

i learnt something, to be a good leader you must also be a good follower.

we have to climb up the forest to get to the campsite.

told to do century duty. but everyone was too tired to wake up.

Day 4

the kayaking expedition! with camp 2 bravo!

first thing, load the bags up the speed boat to be sent to campsite 2.
morning sea breeze was wonderful! saw a rainbow.

and yes, seems like zimah loves to listen to me and esther's dreams of the future.

kayak-ed with esther and brian.

all me and esther have to do is just to paddle straight while brian controls the boat.

the first part was kinda irritating at first coz the navigators were like kayaking too fast. arent we like suppose to enjoy our expedition?

and they actually wanted to raftub where there is like people fishing..... like, what?

and they plan to eat lunch at the most craziest place. the swamp?

and we took like almost an hour to decide on which place to go.

in the end some of us just drift away while they look for answeres.

kinda frustrating coz they dont wanna really listen to suggestions.

okay nevermind. its their first time. understood.

now the good part.

the part when the rest of us sing happy birthday when a tri-yak capsize.

the ending part, when cheng ho mates got suddenly excited and started to race each other. and when we went wild and paddled with our hands!

weng siang was like one man show. can paddle two people very far away in the shortest time!

wanted to have intentional capsize but the tide was low.

met our target! reached our destination on time!

the instructors rewarded us with jetty jump!

bleahh. kinda embarrassing at the last part.

dont wanna talk about it.

straight after that, we had to pitch our tents with the most scenic view ever.

overlooking the beach.

joined mahera to clean up the ponchos! the girls went crazy.

acted like pussycatdolls at the carwash. except that its more like ponchowash.

fun, laughter, peace and joy.

dinner was quiet i guess. everybody was tired.

and do you know the way jun kang says his drill commands is very funny?

chit chatted before bedtime. the last night together. awwww...

enjoyed the view at the shore.

talk, talk and talk till the instructors chased us away.

went to sleep. squeezed 6 people into one tent. coz of issues.

Day 5

last day! )):

lots of cleaning up to do with the store.

missing some things. so we took things that we saw.

its not exactly called stealing coz PL said that if u see things lying around, i dont mind if you take it because they are not responsible of their own things. XD

its obs property anyway.

in the end we just have to pay like about $8plus for the missing things.

this is way better than area cleaning.

had our breakfast after that, with our hands tied together.

went around with people staring at us, like that. did the dodo dance, like that.

had a little reflection with standing broad jump flying version.

after that, gathering with the rest of the camp,

bought the souvenirs and photos.

~break camp;">

i very much appreciate to be in this group.

cherish the times that we had together.

and i really hope that we will all be able to meet someday.

i'm sure the bond within us will always be intact.

Long Live Cheng Ho!

a unique group, with different personalities from all walks of life coming together.

-those were the days...

carrot, egg or coffee bean?

egg. and i'll tell you why.

yes, i may get tougher as time goes by.

learning new things. through experience. through observing.

but will i be able to influence those around me?

just like the coffee bean?

that, i am not so sure.

but i'll try.

rewind...

2008-08-09T21:26:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
see, i'm back on a saturday!
so lets rewind back time.

tuesday, 29th of july. my BIRTHDAY!

15 years old already. gosh. i feel soooo old.

thanks for the presents ppl! you guys are so sweeeet!((:

and of course, not forgetting the birthday wishes!

thank you soooooooooo much!((:

went to fig and olive for a little celebration with my family.<3>

and went back home, surprised with gifts from family!<3

thankyouthankyouthankyou.

gosh. i look so retarded.

and on that day, me and younger sis gave my elder sis a little something.

specially because she is getting married soonsoonsoon.

that moment, we all cried together.

tears of both happiness and sadness.

monday, 4th of august. inter-class captain's ball preliminary round.

the games didnt go well.

won 3/7 with the score of 6 to 4.

lost 4/4 with the score of 3 to 4.
lost 5/1 with score of 1 to 3.

bleahh. not united enough to coordinate well i guess.

tuesday, 5th of august. stayedback after school. soccer preliminary round.

3/3 guys rock on!

quite funny to see jeremy really concentrate and focus on something. but hey! he's good. haha!

syafiq's really superb!

hyung ryul's kick was powerrr!

and of course, the others too!

won 3/2 with the score of 2 to 1.
won 3/5 with penalty! so nerve-wrecking lah.it was like 1 to 1 after 5 rounds.

and finally finally the 6th round eric stuffed the ball into the goal.

phew. yeahh. you guys did a great job!
tough fight. but 3/5's got good sportmanship.so, of course! 3/3 got into the finals!

8th of august. national day celebration cum sports day.

kick off the day with the parade. i felt that it was very very lousy.

urgh. i could feel disappointed faces around me.)):

stood there for like 40 minutes.

and then sports day!

the day 3/3 vs 3/9 for soccer!

i was screaming my ass off all the way. almost burst harlina's eardrums.

felt nervous for them. thumpthumpthump goes my heartbeat.

the score was like 0-0. in the end penalty!

won 3 to 2! wooohoo!

3/9. some urgh! class.

violence wont do any good.

and the champion goes to... (drum roll) 3/3!

best men wins!

feel so proud of them!

camwhored a little...

pictures with close close mates!

went for lunch at evertop chicken rice shop.

missed our childhood a little bit. which means went to the playground a while.

some passerby scolded us for being such babies. luckily we didnt wear our school uniform.

that night went to national library to watch the play, the swordfish, then the concubine with the RUGs. enjoyed the play. totally.

yup. thats abt it. will blog again! soon!

see ya!((:
-HIDAYAH

SOMESINGAPOREANS!

2008-07-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

here i am, back again, to tell you people out there how RUDE some SINGAPOREANS are.
and mind you, i'm a singaporean too. but hey, i ain't rude.

wednesday at 6.15pm in bus number 52. so lets just say the bus was crowded with many people standing up. when i boarded the bus, i saw this particular PREGNANT woman standing up, holding the handrail for support because it seems that EVERYBODY who has a seat REFUSE to give it to her. how nice. she was apparently standing beside a man who is apparently sitting down talking to his friend but at the same time noticed that a pregnant woman is standing down there. but he acts as if he saw nothing and carry on chatting. come on lah. her stomach is like bulging out and isnt that obvious enough. how inconsiderate. so by that time, i felt like i couldnt take it anymore, i asked the woman, "umm... excuse me, would you like to take a seat. i can ask the man to stand, you know. (points at him)" so the woman said that its okay. she wanted to go down in two more stops. but that does that mean i'll forget about the guy. inconsiderate piece of crap. my tolerance level was very low that day.

next, thursday, today, 9.10pm in bus number 154. the bad one now is the bus driver. i sat on the lower deck. there was this foreign family. sat on the upper deck. rather big. with two small little kids. so they press the bell already. they cant possibly go down the steps while the bus is moving right. of course grown people can do it. but the little kids cant. there were three adults. the first one went down first to ask the bus uncle to wait. she was like saying "quick quickly!" to her other family members. so they tried to hurry. but the bus uncle has freaking little patience, so, he just closed the door. how nice. so they were like,"pleaseplease. we've got children here." and they pressed the bell. and yes, good thing he opened it.

sorry. i just needed to vent my anger. so yeah, here it is.

see ya soon! with updates about my life. a lot of things has been going on lately.
sure there's a lot of things to talk about! with pictures! i'll come back maybe on sunday? or monday?
tata!(:

school starts.

2008-06-29T13:05:00.002+08:00

hey!
so school started just last monday. boooo!
my class has been pretty popular these days.
among the whole new town secondary staff deparment.
for being lazy.

monday: got scolded from ms yong. she came to class with a frown on her face. and she was like, "so, did everybody bring their holiday assignment?" the class just kept quiet. and she goes, "why am i not surprised?" but hey, i did my homework!

tuesday: new CME teacher, mr kannan! he's lesson is way better than mr wahab's one. at least you dont have to waste paper writing all the dumb nonsense which he doesnt even collect. right after CME, the whole class got scolded by the principal and vice principal. she was like, what class is this?" we:"3/3" she:"oh! this is the class that i received many many complains from the teachers right?" and then she started calling out every single one of our names. "if i hear any of you getting into trouble, you'll get it from me." then the vp came along. she was practically shouting. "all of you! owe me lots and lots of corrections. those of you who have to see me regarding the examination results, where are you?!" as you can see, the vp is rather rude. during the sec3 subject combination where all the parents had to come, she was being so impolite when some of the parents didnt understand about certain matters. so see, is there a reason for me to be proud of my school?

wednesday: scolding from both form teachers. ms yong and mr wahab. since they just know that we got scolded by the P and VP. who cares anyway. we get all the scolding for the things we did before the holidays. do the teachers even give us the time to change and prove ourselves that we can be better? the last minute of the last period, mr chan came. he gave almost the whole class detention, stay in school until 5pm to do the chemistry file. then, i had to go shooting-air pistol. but when i went down the rifle range; only to find that the air-rifle CLUB members was there practicing. and i was the only girl that was present. so, is there a need to go? poor kenneth. he had to go back to school from home only to find the air-rifle CLUB members was there.

thursday: during chemistry, the class was making so much noise. so mr ang shouted at us, "principal scold you, vice principal scold you, ms yong scold you, mr wahab scold you, mr chan scold you; still not enough is it?!"

friday: the only day of the week where we dont receive any scolding from the teachers. after school was np which was a bit slack cause my duty this year is just a member of the projects and enrichment team. whereas for next year, i'll be part of the sec 1 squad ncos. and we tried mr chan's pt lesson! and it aint easy! haha.

the week's been very retarded.
so yeah, thats about it.

the sad thing about
the world's injustice,
and the twists and turns of people's mouth.

backbackback!

2008-06-03T16:26:00.009+08:00

i'm back!

so here's it!

survival camp

group 6!

-camp was way better than last year.

well, except there's one super irritating ci. (front row, second from the left)

he keeps on saying, "eh people, all of u are as one. i want u to mix around with other groups and from different units."

and it goes on and on and on.

we had jetty jump! easy peasy. the water surface was just like half a meter from where we are suppose to jump from. if only if only, the tide was high. it will be like much more exciting.

and, oh yeah PT. some guy didnt tuck in his shirt and all of us had to turn our shirt and trackpants upside down. we had to jog like that all the way to the sec 2 campsite and ask them whether we look nice. and i think they're kinda deaf coz we haf to repeat our question so many times. and then jog again to ask the officers. and then jog back to our campsite.

campfire!

-crazy

different than last year's.

i had to be like one of the mascots. for the runway thingy.

suppose to act out a phrase that goes like this:

wei heng, " you know that guy i met just now, his IQ is like the size of my shoe size"

me, " erm, honey call me up when u have a real joke. i mean its like not even funny"
it was retarded.
matthew was good at explaining about our costumes. (which is fyi, made out of newspaper and plastic bags) and then he goes on bragging about how the judges love him. bleahh.
-area cleaning. toilets!
it was rather fun. and the ants.
i had no choice but to use the dishwashing liquid to clean the girls' toilet.
and at last, back to the jetty! mainland!

the next monday had to go for some bowling competition organised by hwa chong npcc. inter unit uniform groups. and yes! we got in to the finals. both girls and boys! 13th june!

tuesday, revolver competition. still waiting for the results. hope hope we make it for the finals!

and after that, we went to eugene's birthday party!

fun! the food was delicious!

and of course! the part where we sabo-ed eugene! we filled plastic bags of water, egg and flour mixed together. and threw those at him! hahaha! too bad i dont have the picture):

wednesday, air rifle training. i havent gone for like a year. in the end i have to take part in the competition. and some guys went to set up the hall for LMSC.

thursday and friday, LMSC. new town and clementi town makes up squad no.7!

lectures are boring. but DISC personality test was interesting.

had some games. and had to join with other squad.

there was this game, called the 16 grid or something like that, where we had to hold hands, 5 cents 10 cents. divided into like three groups. my group, consisting of mostly new town guys. there was this girl from orchid park. can i slap her please. i mean seriously. she was like "eww, this group has like shit guys. urgh. hot guys for me please." i just rolled my eyes at her.

i mean like in the first place, does even hot guys want you. gross.

and throughout the whole game she was like eww, eww, eww.

luckily she was the last one, or she will be making so much noise.

then the new town ppl called her monkey. since she's like so hairy. haha! serves her right!

and i heard her say, " what the hell are they referring to?"

isnt it like so obvious!

i think she realised that she's THE ONE after some time. so she was all like,"this new town ppl are so stupid."

she is so, urghhh.

HAHAHAHAHA!

well, she started it.

saturday, air rifle competition! organised by presbytarian high. and woohoo! girls got first place! and the guys got second!

well tomorrow, there's PK and homefront security.

~reached to the end of post.

see ya!

exams r over!

2008-05-09T00:04:00.004+08:00

THE MID-YEARS ARE OVER!!!
hooray!
OVER!
over!
finally! woohoo!

nothing much has happened lately.
going out to study at different places.
jurong library, holland. blahblahblah.
oh yeah. and did i mention that jurong library is a cursed place?
sorry to say. but really. it is.
everytime i walk in there,
the same librarian, the same guy, the same blue-turbaned guy,
will come and bug me. irritating.
no handphones lah, no discussion lah, no drinks lah, no that no this.
whatever.
holland,
we went to starbucks.
chit chat. sort of studied.
oh yeah.
and the waiter.
wooh!
he's like super good-looking.
LOL.

moving on, here are the events that i'm suppose to look forward to.
1. Survival Camp
2. Sec1 swearing-in ceremony
3. Sister's Wedding
4. OBS
5. the JUNE holidays!

okay. this post is garbage.
oh yeah and one more thing,
i'm like stephenie meyer addicted.
bye!

screwed.

2008-04-21T00:32:00.003+08:00

i'm screwed. real screwed.

like i've got much more of nyaa to do.
malay homework's not finished.
havent done enough practice for both mathematics.
not yet started on total defence.
and oh, heritage to add on.
and guess what?
exams are like in a weeks' time!

now, see the reason why i dislike school so much?
school's dry.
you wake up for school, spent a few hours there, get back home and start a whole new day again.
at least that's from my point of view.

somebody tell me, is there something you can do that makes u have a brighter future without having to result to schooling? there isnt any right?
oh whatever.

anyway, i had a great time yesterday.
well, at least for the last part of the day.

early in the morning, i had to go to school for promotion test.
i think i did okayy...
hopefullyhopefully, i can get promoted.

the last part of the day was when i went out to sakura with the mosque peeps!
LOL. laughing out loudly.
sounds funny huh.
but hey, i had a great time!
there were so much food to eat.
so many jokes to tell.
lots of pictures to take.
i think this going out together thing serves its purpose.
i mean really.
who says being the youngest there cant bond with older people.
haha. they're not that old anyway. just older than me.
didnt expected it to be this great.
i had, what you call, fun!

and now, i'm just waiting to receive the pictures!
lalala.

"looking forward" to another marvellous day at school tomorrow.
yeah right.
how i wish my brain answers questions correctly.
so that i dont need to spend one third of my life in school.
haii.
life's like that.
so i guess i have to, LIVE it.

lalala.
i'm off.

a different day

2008-04-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

today's a different day.

well, lots of things.
somethings that could get on my nerves and those that make me happy.

my afternoon didnt go really well.
coz JEREMY TAN BAO XIN spoiled my mood.
the bloody short ass.
idiot.
actually wanted to slap you okay, but see you short ah. pity you. thats why.
gosh. you dont have to tell the whole world about my blog post right.
let them read themselves lah.
heard that shorty?
hope you're reading this man.

and eric.
keep your views to yourself.
coz i so dont wanna hear them.

so in the afternoon, the great mr wahab made us stayback for like until 3pm. how retarded.
oh gosh.
he's another one.
just because some idiot put slime on das's bag and it spilled on our reflections, we have to do 3 bonus refelctions.
and he gave us a newspaper article to do and finish it on that day itself.
why?
basically because no teachers are in favour of our class and complain complain complain.
so what lah.
you guys are teachers.
teachers must always be prepared for the worst.
must always easily adapt to changes around them.
must always be able to teach in any kind of class. be it with or without attitude problem.
its not that we are bad or anything.
its just that we're different.
unique.
instead of complaining, you should instead appreciate us for what we are.
its not easy to get this kind of class. okay.
damn it.
bloody irritating.

but i had a fun evening though.
spent my time in the gym with mates.

going back home time was the best part.
it was like raning so heavily.
so we took the ponchos from the np room and went home with it on us.
people were like staring.
so fun!
playing in the rain.
stepped on every puddle that we saw.
got ourselves really wet.

so yeah.
thats about it.
tata!
ps. jeremy, u suck. u better not prompt any post again man.
and btw, dont take it too hard(:

another day...

2008-04-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

had a pleasant day in school today!
NOT.

i'm getting sick and tired of school man.
its always the same things happening every single day.
seldom, something interesting happens.
how sad.

and hopefully hopefully i can change seats.
how wonderful can that be?
btw, mr wahab's back! yay!
no more wannabes substituting our class anymore!
hooray!

anyway, my elder sister bought me a book of different types of brownies recipes!
how nice!
and i've already started to make 3 recipes out of the manymany!
yum!
hmm...
maybe one day i can open my own brownie cafe...
((:

okay.
i guess thats about it for today.
so see ya!

finally

2008-03-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

finally. finally and finally. this blogger is working.

okay.
nowadays, i feel like i'm being challenged. in one way or another.

i have to stop making people get all the wrong ideas.
i mean like. come on. even though i sit beside a boy, i cant possibly like him right?
and please. i DONT.
and then u have to do this stupid stupid dare.
u guys get what i mean. like girlguy stuff. dumbshits.
i will NEVER EVER fall into such things again.
yuck. i mean its like just freaking me out.
i dont even like him.
like he's makes it look like as it we're more than just friends.
eww. please. NO.
FRIENDS. thats all. nothing more.

so. i am going to lead a NORMAL normal girl's life.
just friends. NOTHING more.
i mean like i hate those mushy kind of things.
as in like when the wrong kind of people does it.
eww, eww and eww.
i know people might think that i have changed. since the start of monday.
which is good.

you know what?
i NEVER had a special someone since i was born. as in like besides my family.
in other words, boyfriend.
and i'm PROUD of it.
some people was like shocked.
i mean like there's nothing to be surprised about.
of course, i go, oh, that guy is cute!
thats just all.

lets be dreamy here. haha.
my future guy, is gonna be my one and only.
he's gonna be my first and last.
he's gonna talk his ass off. (i dont fancy quiet people, conversations tend to get boring, like you'll be thinking, oh gosh what am i gonna say next.)
he's gotta be someone that i can be proud of, that i can show off to the world. and of course, he's gotta show me off to the world too.
he's gotta dress well. even if he doesnt, i'll guide.((: haha!
he's gotta take care of his looks.
he's gotta have the heart.((: (u know, those stuff)
he's gotta SMILE! (and that smile's gotta make my heart flip!)
and mustmust be friendly. at all times.
and everything else that a girl wants. (i am so not being materialistic)

i know i'm too young to be thinking of all these.
but sometimes its fun to get your imagination wild.
being dreamy. dreams are made to believe and make it happen.
haha!

i felt so much relief after blogging.
i am just gonna be me, me, me, me and ME!

and btw, i've got a new favourite!
SLEEQ! woohoo!
cutestuff!
and their voice are like, aahhhhhhhhhh... so soothing...
try to listen to them someday. you'll get hooked!

okay.
now about my current class.
we drive every single teacher crazy. everytime they step into our class.
complaincomplaincomplain.
scoldingscoldingscolding.
i feel that we're just not doing ourselves justice.
after what they did to us.
what our parents do to help us.
there's a lot of changing we need to do.
its all about attitude.
so yeah.

i've GOT to work harder.
i have to i have to i have to.
especially especially maths!
and both sciences. biology and chemistry.
there's no point saying. i have to act upon it.
so yeah.

and now, i'm listening to ROAST MUTTONS at 987fm!
they're so funny!
LOL.
so i've got to go now.
i wonder if there's any faithful readers here...(:

so long people!
lalala.
~hidayah's in her own little world...(:

lazy bum

2008-03-12T22:16:00.003+08:00

gosh. i'm so freaking lazy.

hidayah! wake up!
i've got a lot of stuff to do and i'm still like sitting down here.
lazing around.

you've got lots of things to catch up on hidayah!

after so long

2008-03-11T16:34:00.005+08:00

after so long... woohoo!
i finally get to use the computer...

soo... updates..
-ppr results sucks.
-more of npcc... NCOship, shooting competition, campcraft competition
-mr malik's gone away; change of a math teacher
-heard that mr kannan is taking over the student leadership board; preparing for the worst. hopefully he doesnt read this
-thinking of quitting prefectorial board; makes no difference in my life

okay. so here i am. sitting in front of the computer.
i ponned shooting training today! lol!
haha.
missed geog extra class. thought it was at 12.30 but it was at 10 instead. urgh. wasted.
gosh. i so need to buck up. every single subject. especially math.

here's what my teachers said to my sis during meet-the-parents session.
dnt teacher: she has no common sense. (lol!) and needs to be spoonfed.
e math and english teacher: good attitude but needs to be reminded constantly to hand in homework.
geog teacher: needs to study harder.
malay teacher: perfectionist, and because of that she needs time management especially when doing her composition
a math teacher: needs to study harder.

study well. get good results. make my parents happy.
oh. i've got lots of things to catch up on.
my studies! npcc... blahblah. shopping((: movies((: hangout((:

btw, thanks for the treat eric!(:

fed up

2008-02-18T22:08:00.004+08:00

"sometimes the person that is the most closest to you, may not be the person u can count on. the only group of people that u can guarantee count on is your family."
-quoted from the best dad in the world

life has its ups and downs. and now, i'm experiencing the down part.
looks can be deceiving. words can be deceiving. but actions may not.
its really true what my dad says.
some people whom i know are not really who i thought they were after all.
have you ever come across anybody who actually LISTENS to you?
ask, how are u feeling the next day after listening to you or your problems?
i have. my family.

people can usually say this, i am a person that can cheer anybody up whenever they are down.
but how do they cheer u up?
by telling jokes? which totally does not help cause u know that ur problems will stay there after laughing out so loudly.
or the other way round? which is by thinking of solutions to solve ur problems and then joke around. that way, u noe how to solve your problems and at the same time be happy that ur problem is over.

so be careful whenever u meet people and especially when they say i am a person that can cheer sad people up.
sometimes, people do not know what they are doing.
and why am i saying this? because some people that i'm close to are like that.
making them look happy but not making the inside happy.
oh whatever,
i'm fed up.

an advise from me,
make the right choice, live your life the way YOU want it to be.
~Hidayah

moods.

2008-02-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

moods.

my moods' kinda inconsistent these days. ok i know it sounds wrong.
every single day i'm back home late, felt like ripping myself apart.
and theres campcraft. just got to know i'm a reserve.
whatever. i'm useless. i dont care.
but sometimes i'm just happy.
like especially when my friends are around and humour starts to set in.
and sometimes i dont know what i'm doing, what i'm saying.
thing just happen; things just slipped out of my mouth.
and the next thing i know, i cant believe that that just happened.
and i start thinking of bad memories.
it just sucks that way. sucks real bad.
then there comes some love shows on tv. like the notebook.
and i'll just cry my heart out.
haii. why?
my test marks hadnt be that bad these few days as it was last year.
so i'm rather happy but theres still a lot more room for improvement. especially for both my math.
and valentines' day just passed.
as usual, i got chocolates, sweets; the kind of giveaway things. not like those "special presents".
though i got a really funny one from dominique.
guess what izit?
disposable panties.
he put it under my table along with some other peeps inside my class.
he's nuts i know.
LOL.
(sorry dom but its true anyway) haha.
then the next day, i got a box of ferrero rocher from this guy.
cause i did a good deed.((:
lol. didnt expect him to do that.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
and he gave me a poem which was nicely written.
how nice!

and now, i want to live my life the way i want it to be.
leading a carefree life.
not exactly carefree, just care about those things like, family, religion, studies.
just being happy.
and i am not going to let campcraft ruin my life.

so thats the way it is.

~noor hidayah hamdan logging off

todaytodaytoday!!

2008-02-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

hey bloggybloggyblogblogblog!

i'm a happy girl today! lalala!
firstly, i would like to wish all my friends a very happy lunar new year and great days ahead.
woohoo!
okay noww...
started the day with stomachache! reason: i shitted at the wrong time. suppose to shit this morning but shitted last night.
ok then.
in classs...
had to decorate the class for chinese new year! with recycled materials...
ms yong's great idea.
she was shouting and screaming as usual.
the girls didnt do much.
so we let the guys do it. the result? hmm... no comments.
and yeah!
jeremy said i have an immature face which also means i have a BABY FACE!
thanks for the compliment dude!
woohoo! i'm so young!
the performances was okayy. some was just a bit retarded.
after that, went for a short meeting. no campcraft.
wouldnt make my life better anyway.
so yeahh.
then the chinese new year songs was killing me. it was like bursting my ear drums!
got a call from my friend and i head to my former school.
lalala.
there was, hazirah, naquiya, chloe, bridget and of course, me.
we took a few pictures. and left.
oh how i miss rgps! the school's just getting better after we left.
then we went adam's road to eat!
spent around 1 hour there. chit chat. lots and lots of laughter.
bridget was being bloody horny. and she join malay dance! hahaha!
and chloe says i'm fickle-minded. haha! i take that as a compliment.
went to eat ice cream. and we all went to our separate ways.
gosh. love you guys!
went home. sleep. and bot bot's coming to my house! woohoo!

yesterday.
stayed back after school. got dnt.
suppose to go for revolver dry practice but didnt. no time.
and mr goh was like, "that's a pretty malay girl", to his students.
hahaha!

monday!
woohoo! ponned school!
bleahh. lots of homework that have yet to be completed. didnt wanna hear the naggings.
so thats why i didnt come. lol.
i had quality time with myself though at home.
woohoo! didnt go for campcraft. reason: absent (like duhh...)
didnt wanna see the CI's face anyway.
how i feel towards campcraft? just the same as how i started it.
not a tiny weeny bit of passion for campcraft in me.
ok whateverr.

i'm happy right now.
i dont know why.
so yeahh.
lalala.

Whyyy?

2008-01-19T22:12:00.001+08:00

WhywhywhyandWHY??

hopefully somebody could just come into my dreams and answer my questions.

Why am i feeling like this right now? like suddenly so bloody frustrated?
Why do i get so stupidly emotional when i watch shows like just married?
Why does my current class have only 10 girls? and most of which that is not willing to make new friends?
Why do i spend 1 hour in the toilet every morning? especially when i do stuff normal people does inside? and because of that i have to wake up around 4.45am?
Why do i talk to myself every single time when i'm alone? like now?
Why cant my body take it when i run 3 km continuously?
Why dont people listen? to me?
Why do i feel like i'm talking to myself everytime i'm asking a question? when i'm actually not?
Why do i have so many commitments in my life?
Why do parents and teachers say the same stuff everytime over and over again?
Why do people say 'haha' in their conversation window when is not even funny?
Why do i like to wander off alone? and simply just enjoy every minute of it?
Why cant people be more direct to each other?
Why does suddeny i feel like asking a lot of questions?

gosh.
life's just not the way i want it to be sometimes.

Annual Camp 2007

2007-11-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

Annual Camp 2007.
a lesson learnt.
a great experience.
with a group that is always here for one another.

PERSEVERANCE!
a group that i will always remember.
we persevered throughout the whole camp
we went pass good and bad times together
and finally got what we wanted.
Best Group 2007.
these are the people who made Perseverance a dream that come true.
Eugene. Kun Kit. Saravanan. Saravvannan. Sarukunnan. Jackson. Bernice. Kian Ann. Vinod. Shannan. and Me!
and also
our group NCO's!
Nadyrah Ma'am and Haziq Sir.

'07 NCO's proved me wrong.
they had really made Annual Camp a success.
though with little manpower.

the activities was really really fun.
lets say 'capture the flag'.
first round, got all the groups' flag. woohoo.
funny how i distracted karthik and Saravvannan ran off with karthik groups' flag.
haha.
second round a bit trickier though.
in the end we tied with Loyalty.

second day, had amazing race.
around Raffles Place and City Hall.
and woohoo.
our group got the most points.

and the campfire.
an advice to my group,
though the skit wasnt really well done, we had given our best shot and a lot of hard work was put into it. remember how many meetings we had? the skit is an example of a lesson that we should learn.
so dont get discouraged alright?

the buffet.
yum!
i ate and ate and ate until there's no more space to fill the food anymore!
and partly because we had lots of laughter at the 'dining' table!
like how Kun Kit compared the chocolate to Vinod's skin colour.
LOL!
the ex-nco's that came over was really really nice.
they left us with a few tidbits like chocolates and biscuits!
and Jackson and Saravanan went back home.
sadly.
coz they were injured):
get well soon yeah?

third day!
clean the toilets!
and prize presentation day!
ended the day
with a souvenir for each of our group member.
which is a piece of the group flag cut into 15 pieces.
11 pieces for our group members and 2 pieces for the group NCO's and another two for Teck Wei Sir who was with us for the Amazing Race and Ms Lai the camp OIC.
and not forgetting, our group hug(:

Student Leadership Camp 2007

2007-11-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

hey.
ok i'm obviously not going to post everything that happened during the camp cause its going to be draggy.
just posting the little little interesting stuff.
i think i'm gonna be random.

leadership camp was great!
why?
cause we get to learn magic!
14 tricks!
cool huh.
one thing to remember and to follow,
the magician's 10 commandments.

got into a group of 11, consisting of
Felicia, Stephanie, Trixia, Si Min, Eugene, Fazul, Ahriff, Siva, Jazimah, ME!
and Melvin!
he's cute!
hehehe.

we did some community work by helping the elderly SMILE!
with our magic tricks!
they are so cute can.
and dont underestimate them.
they are smart people!

and the camp was torture at some parts.
i mean really.
why?
cause Syukri and Haiqal is there!
them and their habit of matchmaking people which will obviously never happen!
how nice of them!
feel like pulling their hair!
haha.
once they start, dont even think about stopping them.
it will go on and on and on and on.

and the haunted house was screwed up.
so disappointed.
2 minutes to make up and be ghostly?
impossible.
and the preparations was done last minute.
the "house" was already okay but it wasnt "haunted" enough.
urgh.
i could have done better.
the bloody haunted house is not even scary lah!
so sick.
disappointed. really disappointed.
whatever. dont wanna talk about that anymore.

and i learnt some really challenging games from Melvin!
they're really cool. if u play it properly.

oh yeah.
and Eugene has gone nuts!
his laughter is contagious okay.
couldnt eat lunch properly today.
thanks to him and starting the whole barney thing.
i was laughing non stop.
almost choked.
and his shanghai accent thing...
really really funny!!
LOL.
eg. they blaugh ah for 3 hours ah...
the AH-ings.
ridiculous, irritating but funny!
haha.

at night, didnt really get to sleep peacefully.
because of the cold, hard floor.
first night, talked to Dom on the phone till 2 am and dozed off.
second night, slept at two cause there was debrief.
and now i'm really tired.
dont wanna sleep yet.
feel like blogging thats why.

and one more thing.
this is nothing about the camp.
i noticed that ACS I guys have similar characteristics.
like, they usually walk with little steps but fast paced.
with the same body movement.
they also like to put their slingbags low until their hips.
and they like to look down when they talk. like look down on the floor.
and when they walk, right hand will always be touching their bag.
haha.
see. i know so much.
how i know?
from Area 16 Games Day and ATC.
and also from Melvin, my mentor who was once an ACS I student.
they really have similar characteristics!
maybe its a school rule or something.
LOL.

ok back to the point.
leadership camp was great.
and now, its back to business.
cause we have to organise the Secondary 1 Orientation Camp.
and Annual Camp is coming up.
and Campcraft camp and competition is coming up.
and the CIP camp is coming up.
woah!
this is not holiday man!
and not to mention, trainings for campcraft!
lalala. Hidayah is going crazy...

bye!
bye!

How does it feel...

2007-11-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

How does it feel
When your best friend got herself a boyfriend? What do you think of it?
And then she forgets about you? How do you feel?
She then follows her boyfriend’s footsteps? Like the way he talks, the way he responds to people. How does that feel?
And she seldom listens to you because she listens to her boyfriend more? How does that feel?
And when she says that she cares more about you than her boyfriend but it turns out the other way round? How does that feel?
And when she doesn’t mean whatever she says? How does that feel?
And she starts to run away from you? How does that feel?
And now, you are feeling lonely. How does that feel?
Oh. I feel like crying already.
Think about that people. It really sucks to know that you are in that kind of situation.

My advice to people out there reading this,
Think before you say something and then u mean what u said.
Think because you might not know that your words might hurt other people.
And mean it because when u mean what u said, you won’t forget what u said. And u apply it in the future because you will never forget about it. And meaning your words shows that it comes from the bottom of your heart. And not saying it just for the sake of saying it.

___________________________________________

I don’t mind joining the campcraft competition. Really I don’t mind.
But what I’m irritated about is that the trainings are taking away my holidays.
If they have trainings in November, its already okay.
But December?
I see my family, friends all enjoying their life in this two months. And they all do things without me because of NPCC. And when I say I am going out with my family, they say the reason is not acceptable.
I’m sick. I really am.
Right now, I’m suppose to be going for my training but I’m stuck here at home.
Sick. Unwell.
Holidays are making me stressed up already. How am I going to adapt to next year’s stress?I’m thinking of the worst right now.

what happened yesterday...

2007-11-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

NPCC team 1 & 2 went to river valley high for an amazing race competition with other schools...
and obviously i was one of them. lol.
it was around the school and woah!
the school is BIG man!
really really tiring...
the race was really well organised.
and really fun!
except one part,
the basketball part was really rough coz the rv people keeps pushing one another.
kun kit fell down. and i hurt my lovely nose.
they said what, "your school the basketball people good what."
in my heart i was like, not as if we from basketball right.
we are from NPCC not basketball.

oh whatever.

the spaghetti is really really nice!
i love the mashed potatoes!
yum!
and guess what.
new town team 1 got first!
which consist of,
eugene, karthik, kunkit, doyle, hafizah and me!
haha.
got a trophy, hello panda biscuits and marshmallows.
but sadly,
new town team 2 got last...
its ok! try harder next time!

then after the competition, we went to vivo.
did a bit of window shopping.
and then went to the highest floor which is the open air one.
ming loon went really crazy, took off his shoes and jumped straight in the water.
followed by tart ming and doyle.
haha.
they had lots of fun until three unreasonable policemen came.
they were like what are you doing here?
do u know that the crest on the left side of your shirt is significant.
it is something that i am also wearing on my right collar.
and blahblahblah.
hello.
singapore is a free country.
or should i say island.
nobody said that when u are wearing a shirt with a crest on it, u cant play with the water at vivo city.
what kind of rule is that.
and you think you are so smart-looking izit?
i know that i am not a policewoman but i know how their uniform is suppose to be.
the button on his shirt is not even properly done!
then talk like his is so big.

then a man nearby came to the situation.
luckily he was there!
thanks dude!
he said, may i know what is happening here cause my children got really scared when they saw you approcahing these kids.
then the policemen, was like, they were just playing a fool.....
then the man, was like, but there are no sign saying that they cant play here.
then the policeman started talking about what are we wearing all over again.
how annoying.
even if you are wearing that blue uniform does not mean that you are big and can rule the whole world.
urgh.

then after that, karthik, eugene and me went back to school for the student leadership meeting.
went for like around half an hour.
it was supose to be the last meeting, then they make another meeting.
wah. sian...
student leadership camp would be great if there isn't any meetings.
haii...

then head home, have to clean up the house.
very tired...

ok then.
stop here now.
byebye!!

E2/2 2007

2007-11-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

its really really sad to know that sooner or later we'll be going in our seperate ways.
in other words, we'll be seperated into different classes.
how sad is that.
its just not right.
not right at all.

TWO years together and we have to split just like that.
its so not right.
just not right.

e1/2 and e2/2 is a really great class to be with.
i mean really really great.
way better than other classes!(:

so here are the people that makes E2/2 a joy to be with,
by register number,

Farah Jian Wei
Fauziah Xian Wen
Charissa Yu Kiat
Hui Shan Eric
Beryl Jeremy
Joanne Joshua
Lay Suan Kenneth
Yu Xuan Linus
Melinda Syafiq
Charis Lionel
ME!! Xuan Bin
Veluriya Wei Long
Yam Luan Das
Sharon Steven
Hui Xian Fu Wei
Kaye Dominique
Melissa Samuel
Marilyn Desmond
Esther Junhao
Rong Ting

and one more person, ex-classmate, Colin! from ACSi.

we had joy.
we had fun.
all the times together,
times that last forever.

and the next thing we know is that we are going into a class with unwanted people inside.
how sad.
you know those alien environment.
that sucks.
badly.
saying goodbye e2/2 and hello to another class,
just sucks.
sucks.

i've never typed out a post this cheesy before but who cares.
just as long as it comes straight from the heart(:

lalala.
E1/2 and E2/2.
they ROCK my life!(:

aww... i wanna cry already...
E2/2 is love.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

E2/2, i'll miss you.

ATC!

2007-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

i personally think that ATC is bullshit.
its so disorganized.
and yeah especially when there are EXCELLENT CIs organizing it.
think what. imitating boot camp ah.

the CIs are so biased against new town cadets. trying to hide it? oops. its kinda obvious.
and is it because of the achievements we have? then i'm sorry i cant do anything about it.
poor little things.

new town cadets didnt even get a chance to raise a flag.
when karthik volunteered to raise the flag, here's what the CI said, "oh nevermind, nevermind." and she calls another cadet from another school to do it. how sweet.
and yeah since their so petty about cadets not greeting them...
one fine day, hafizah was the only who remembered to greet them, so she told everybody to greet... the CIs turned and greeted back. i saw their eyes tracing back to see where the voice that told everybody to greet came from and yeah once they saw it was a new town cadet... they looked away and continued in their conversation. how wonderful.

oh yeah.
the CIs think that they are oh-so-perfect.
what if the whole area 16 does not know how to report.
and yeah we'll be in a big trouble.
this is what the oh-so-perfect CI said, "all of you! use your brains and make sure the whole lot of you knows how to report!"
come on lah! how ridiculous!
if area 16 does not know how to report we'll be saying this,"we are here to report to you sir!"
and nothing else. well, at least i'm using my brains what.

CIs are to lead as examples to the cadets.
how can we be caring towards one another when they themselves are not caring towards their own cadets.
i know some are but the most of them there are not.

and their english is great!
its vice-versa for goodness sake. not visee versa.
and its be cautioned of your surroundings. not be cautioned of what is surrounded you.

there's one CI which my friends really dislike. including me.
we call her the Wild Boar. i think her name is Valerie or something like that.
shes rude. really.
heres what she said to one of the cadets, "eh handsome! you think this is your father's campsite ah! who say can where sunglasses one!" and the guy replied, "sorry ma'am, its a medical condition ma'am." and she just looked away without apologizing. how nice.

and theres one time when the new town cadets assembled earlier than the rest.
this is what her lazer mouth said,"wah! so early ah! impossible!"

and when some girls wanted to help her wash the sink, she said, "nevermind ah, CI can do. i'm more capable to do this job."
oh yeah, i forgot CIs are perfect people.

she think she scares people which is like seriously nothing to me.
heres what she said, "i give you 30 seconds to get the necessary things from your tents and come back here!"
what nonsense! so unreasonable!
if she can actually run to her tent, take her things and come back in 30 seconds, i'll salute her.

and she thinks she's big. yeah she is. literally.
she said cannot wear ankle socks and for those who actually wear must pull it up and everybody must tuck in their shirt.
but look at herself! she wears ankle socks and didnt even pull up! dont think i cant see even if shes wearing trackpants. and her shirt is like tucked out can...
she's a GREAT example.

enough about her.
and i seriously dont fancy the kayaking instructor.
she said that i was dragging my shoes. my shoes got a lot of sand what, so how u expect me not to make any sound when i walk.

ATC would be better if it is organized properly.
and because of that, the poor cadets have to suffer.

activities are nice. this one, i'm sure of it.
but the CIs... i dont think so. some of them are ok though.
campfire was plain boredom.
i love sleeping in tents! except for the insects part.

overall, ATC is tiring. though its a great experience for me.
and i came back to main land, blacker than usual. LOL.

i'll end here.
see ya!!

lalala.....

2007-09-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

its a start of a new month!!((:
haha. i'm talking about the Islamic calender of course!
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!!
Fasting!(:

today is a funny day! haha.
i dont usually post on a normal school day unless there is an event or something...
but today's different!
well, at least i feel different today.

early in the morning, fizah, clairie and me...
three of us, didnt want to shout command to the whole school
fizah's reason was, "i just recovered, i dont want to get sorethroat again."
clairie's reason was, "i already shout last two weeks okay, i dont feel like it."
and my reason was, "i dont feel like tying my hair today and if the teacher next to me when i shout command sees it, i'm dead."

and eventually, clairie became the victim...
i'm sorry! i owe u two commands! haha!

after raising the flags, i had to collect the register from the secondary 1 classes...
1/1.. 1/2.. 1/3.. 1/4.. 1/5.. 1/6.. ONE SEVEN!!
that class is practically killing me ok!
my dearest dearest one seven...
the last time was they keep on disturbing me with ernest...
and now what, its taufik!
its not just a clique in the class, but its the whole big bunch of them!
its so loud even the classes across can hear!
great. life rocks.
and u noe whats better?
i had to stay with them longer this time!
cause, the teacher was scolding them... some trouble they did yesterday...
i had to stay for like around 10minutes?!
10 minutes means aLOT to me okay!

first lesson was moral education,
since my class played the angel and mortal game,
we all had to wait outside the class and take our letter one by one so that the rest cant see it...
my angel is freaking me out man!
he/she, i dont know, wrote those things like,
your laughter brightens my day! and, you are so cute, so cool and so Princess!
haha. guess i have to wait till the 5th of october to know him/her which is like years later...

PE! Mr Mak was like, to the whole class,
do u know that Hidayah is so popular in 1/7?!
and i can sense it is like so full of sarcasm...
and yeah, popular for the wrong reason...
he's 1/7's PE teacher too...

RECESS!
aiyO. that one.
since i'm fasting, i decided to walk one whole round the school...
haha. i noe, its retarded.
so, apparently, i happen to walk pass 1/7...
its a mistake! big fat mistake!
the whole bunch of them was there...
their class was their last resort to escape from the canteen since most of them are muslims and they are fasting...
its just walking past, and they saw me!
so there it goes all over again...
and i ended up pinching their arms. LOL!
which was effective on some people...
haha.

math! HAHAHA!
it was SUPPOSE to be math lesson and FF came to our class with that look on her face thinking that she's so big... please lah! it didnt scare me one bit can.
and btw, FF stands for "fuck face"
the guys in my class named her that! haha.
my math teacher told her that it was her class and she look so embarrassed!
and the best thing that my class did was...
we all BOOED her!
that totally rocks man.

Literature class...
we rot...
our lit teacher didnt come for one whole week!
shes till in her own holiday mood...
exams are coming for goodness sake...
haha. and i'm actually saying this.

after school...
NPCC cadets have to wait for Ms Lai in the amphitheatre for the NPCC Service Day on Saturday...
more like she waiting for us. SORRY!
when we were waiting for others to gather,
i was left with nothing else to do and my last resort was to...
PULL PEOPLE'S SHOELACES!! haha!
it rocks seeing their irritated faces!
revenge time...
they tickled me and hid my bag which i didnt realise until the whole thing is over.
and eventually found it.

next was ROCKBAND!
its so sad to know that today is the last lesson for the whole course...
but its a fun experience though!
i play the bass guitar!
together with my group members, Fizah with the keyboard, Jun Yan with the electric guitar, Raymond with the drums!
SHOCK ICON!! woohoo!

all bands took turns and performed...
and there came this one particular one...
with only two members inside...
haha. and there is one particular member in that particular group...
who looks like a FISH! haha.
ok i know i'm mean. but really.
he keeps dropping his drumstick,
and fizah was like, "his hands are too fishy thats why."
well, fizah started it! and we laughed so hard and started making lame jokes...

so thats how my day goes!
i came back kinda late... haha.
i usually dislike thursdays cause its like so long and draggy before school ends...
but this is the best THURSDAY!!((:

bye!
Princess Hidayah got to go... (((:

Area 16 Games Day 2007

2007-09-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

i should get started...
reached school around 7.30 am. thought i was going to be late. coz the day before lian kiat sir was like, you reach school later than that, all of you are going to get it from me.

we started the whole thing around 8.30 like that? there was nan hua, acs i, tanglin, river valley... mixed the schools up and form them into groups...

got group number 5! called ourselves fresh food people! LOL. there was Nukun, Yang Yee, Isaac, Wilson, Yin Shiuan, Timothy, Jun Xiong, Yi Cheng
the start of the day was a bit dry cause its like introduction, stuffs like that.

the amazing race started around 9.30...
Matin and Zul followed us...
start was very troublesome cause we have to travel all the way to raffles place to visit the white statue. then the dumb jian wei go and change the location and made us walk one whole round to the black statue instead. did what we need to do there which is just passing the pole without using our hands. it wasnt that difficult. got our next clue which absolutely doesnt make sense at all and then we chao to west coast park which is totally going back across singapore.
ate our lunch there and waited for the station i/c to finish eating. he take so long to eat. we did the obstacles thingy. easy peasy. got the next clue and guess where? all the way to punggol park! thanks a lot. we had so much confusion on where the place is. its not at punggol, its at hougang. then why in the world is it called punggol park?
when we reached there, we played this balloon game. oh come on. go all the way to punggol to burst balloons?
next station was pasir ris park. lian kiat sir is like tricking us man. he said it is somewhere near the mrt station but the station i/c said that it is not near the mrt station. pasir ris park has 6 different entrances for goodness sake. we went all the costa sands and came back again. by the time we reached its already like 4 and we have to come back to school around 4.30... 10 minutes late, 100 points deducted. we didnt have the time to complete the rest of the stations.

we played captains ball after 15 minutes of break. won the first round. tied the second round but lost the penalty. and eventually got to the third position. good game though.

then it was the concert! woohoo!
performances by:
KunKit and Clairie - Start of Something New
Amirah - Kiss Goodbye (she was so cool lah, singing chinese song which i cant even do)
Ernest and Hafizah - Way Back Into Love
Hafizah and Hidayah - No Promises (i was super nervous ok, my hand was like shaking)
dance by NTNP!!

then it was the mirror game. haha. it was funny.
then also got musical chairs. the power of your butts!!

got a group photo taken! yay! but i havent receive it yet.
the buffet was really nice.

we gave out the prizes to the winning group and the lucky draw peeps.
the whole thing ended around 9pm.
so it was like a goodbye! but we are still gonna meet each other during ATC so nothing to worry about.

we had to clean up the entire place after they left and had an hour briefing by all our sirs.
left school with a terrible headache and got flu. oh great.

now its back to school.
back to reality.

got to go now.
bye!!((:

update!

2007-08-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

sorry for the inconvenience caused.
sorry for being an ass.
sorry for not linking.
sorry for not updating.
SORRY.

so lets get to the point.
i'm in a dilemma.
PREFECTS or NPCC?
i'm stuck.
i'm forced to make a decision which has equal amounts of disadvantages and advantages.
so which?
i've thought of going for both at almost the same position.
so yeah. i have to be careful with my time management though.
i dont want my grades to go down the drain.
i can feel the pressure.

teachers laughing?
not a good thing.
in other words, war.
one from PREFECTS, the other from NPCC...

thats' life.

and now my dear dear very wonderful friends are killing me...
it all begins with this very friend of mine...
Dominique!!
he's super annoying.
he tells everybody i like ernest.
which is so not true.
first to the class. next, the class beside.

the next class beside...
there's this two particular ones...
They irritate a hell out of me!!
ernest here, ernest there...
please lah!
my standards are very very high ok!
so, the class beside already knows...
then, it was dearest sec 1 class that i am in charge of.

this one...
the girls are included!
woah!
keeps on singing...
i dont wanna be ernest, i dont wanna be ernest
woah!
soon, hopefully not, its the whole school!!

and the result is...
they get pinchings from me!! muahaha...
i see blue-blacks...
aww...
i see no mercy in me.
so i continue.
and SO the more they continue.

thanks a lot.

gotta go.
headache from you-know-what.
Bye!!(:

My Birthday!! (:

2007-07-29T23:15:00.001+08:00

HELLO.
my BIRTHDAY!! i had great fun peeps. went to watch harry potter and went out to eat at swensens!! LOL. i'll be updating more with pictures coming up! (:

Racial Harmony Day!!

2007-07-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

A day to remember... started the day with Ms Huang taking photos of Farah and me and two unknown girls first thing in the morning. so i decided to take a pic of farah and me.

first lesson in the morning... Malay!!. told my teacher that i brought a camera and we camwhored for two periods!!

after all the posing... moral education... and again i told my teacher i brought the camera and this time its the whole class. i think my class has the most number of people wearing ethnic costumes. E2/2 rock!!

after that, i head to the canteen where the Racial Harmony Day cast are. We have to leave class early coz we have to do some last-minute rehearsal and it takes time to the make up. ate some traditional foods brought by the Parent Support Group. then, we quickly change into our costumes, mine, is a Eurasian costume, and then we camwhored!!! again!!
so the pictures need some talking right now!! (:

a little group pic before eating...

the greens...

Fizah the Wedding Planner and Me(:

Me and GuoYi the FlowerGirl(:

Me, Raymond the Malay Model and Fizah(:

Xiang Rui the Indian Model, Dinah the Makcik and Me(:

Me, Afina the Indian Mother and Justin the Chinese Father-cum-Apek(:

Me, GuoYi and Bettina the GoldFairy(:

Amanda the Malay Model and Me(:

Subhas the Groom-to-be and Me(:

Eugene the Eurasian Model and Me(:

Me, SiYing the Indian Model and Bettina(:

Me, Poornima, Mr Poon, Subhas and GuoYi(:

Me and Waseemah the Chinese Model looking white(:

Me looking white with the moisturizer(:

The Cast(:

so yeah we did it!! everybody liked the play though we kinda screwed up in between. haha. yay!!! changed and camwhored a little and then head to the NPCC recce trip.

Byes!!

face the reality...

2007-07-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Reality came crashing down on me like a ton bricks. haha. credits to Farah and her crazy expressions. school starts and disaster strikes. back to the work and the activities. sucks ok. currently, i'm now preparing for the Racial Harmony Day performance. LOL. i am the Eurasian model!! cool huh... but at least i dont get to be the main character. stage fright like crap.
lots of funny stuff happened lately. haha.
and today is like hafizah's birthday!! we went to celebrate. woohoo! happy birthday gurl!
since my birthday is coming, they celebrate mine too. eugene wasted the poor slice of cake and go smash it on my face. thanks a lot.
up to now, i think i have really bonded with my friends. and always expanding my network of friends. and is like literally friends. as in like talk and talk not just say hi or something like that. haha. that was random. i think life is much better now. part of it coz there isnt any art!! yahoo!!! and i'm so packed these days.
english is becoming much more boring than it is. and ms lai's becoming nastier. sighs. debate debate debate.
science is not boring anymore!! yahoo... thanks to Mrs Tan and her enthusiasm. LOL.
haha. I think i am gonna end here.
Thats all for now.
See Ya!!

Memories from Perak...

2007-06-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

hey. came back from perak yesterday night. lasted for 4 days and 4 nights. thats more like it.
rewind all the way back from the start.

12th of June 2007

met ernest and took taxi to fetch hafizah. waited for jian wei for hours. no signs of him. so we just go to school. met jian wei there and scolded him for being a total ass. fizah forgot to bring the most important thing in the world and called her mum for it. so we had a short briefing and headed for the malaysia. long long long trip there. lasted for like maybe around 12 hours??

at around 6 like that we reached perak!! woohoo... its a place where u can enjoy and have fun with nature. more like the country life which so rock. went to lata kijang waterfall... the currents was strong... we didnt dare to slide down at first coz there were like super a lot of rocks there and we didnt want to get hurt on the first day but people who lived there gave us some encouragement and taught us how to slide down. so thrilling and super fun. you rock people!!

one hour passed, we then head for our campsite in a lorry. its more like kampong life. those who wants to shower had to do it openly but of course not in front of the guys. met our instructors, Lydia, Claude and some other peeps which their names i do not know.

we then have our dinner and go to sleep. we sleep in huts. it was ok. quite comfortable. didnt sleep well that night though since my nose didnt feel good and my throat was killing me.

13th of June 2007

had to wake up at 7.30am for breakfast. had morning activity and was divided into two groups. Group A went for caving first while Group B which have me inside went for White Water Rafting first.

White Water Rafting was super duper fun!! had a short briefing first before going into the water. we were then asked to lie down in the water with Claude holding us and then he let go of us and we got washed away by the strong river currents. so we had to try to swim back to shore with the lifejackets on. those who didnt succeed was brought back by a rope. Group B was then further divided into four groups. one boat and one instructor to a group. in my group there was Evina, Lewis and Aspel (i hope i spelled that correctly) and of course Me. we got Claude as our instructor and a blue boat!! so we raft and raft and raft until we came to this part of the river. Claude asked us which part of the river do u want to go to, the easy one, the not so easy one or the killer one. we chose the killer one. haha. it was super duper scary. the currents was really really strong and we have to hold on tight. Claude said that even he could fall off the boat and yeah, he almost did. in fact, he flew out of his seat and landed on lewis. he was telling me to give him the paddle but i didnt hear so he just snatched it out from my hand and ouch!! it so hurt... scary, but thrilling. we had a break and some of us had some oreos. one of the other instructors i heard said to claude, what happen to you, i saw u fly like superman. haha. so we continued of rafting and talk and talk and talk. we were just telling stories and talked about the places we want to go... haha and claude said something about my face having interesting features and about me not looking like a malay... haha!!

so yeah when we reached our stop, we met the caving people there. i mean all in the river. haha. so fun!! had our lunch and switched activities. so Group A went for White Water Rafting and Group B went for Caving. Caving is super cool. we walked through small tunnels and climbed here and there. the place was dark but we had our torch with us. we were led by Lydia and this other instructor which his name i dont know. we climb and climb and climb and we went up and up and up. we then reached the flying fox area. so cool!! we had to fly from cave to cave. so very very fun. waited for everybody to finish flying and we head to go back down. and woah!! going up is ok but going down is not easy people. the rocks are slippery and the ground was soft. but i succeeded. by the time i reached the lorry which brings us back to our campsite, i was super dirty and muddy.

when, we reached to our campsite, i went to the river and played there with all of my friends. kun kit and doyle splashed lydia like crazy with their caps... haha. funny funny. we then had to go to shower and by then i had a terrible flu and a terrible headache. cooked some of our dinner dishes ourselves. i think its delicious although i cant taste anything due to my blocked nose. so when we're done with our stuff, we went to sleep. slept well that night with my high fever. hahas.

14th of June 2007

first thing in the morning, we had to pack our bags since we're leaving the campsite and head for our next activity. so its like goodbye campsite. so sad. the people we met there are really nice... our next activity was high ropes course, rock climbing and abseiling. started with high ropes course. there were five elements altogether. kinda scary but fun!! hahas. last element was another flying fox. this time is from tree to tree. fun fun fun!! then we had our lunch first and swap activities with the other group... then we had rock climbing. rock climbing was woah!! challenging yo... its kinda hard to find the right spot to put ir hands and legs... hahas. but it rock!! then we had abseiling... it rocked!! hahaha. i missed all the activities already.

soon, its like 5 plus already. so all of us got ready to head to Kuala Lumpur for our hotel stay. saying goodbye to our instructors and especially Perak was not at all easy... took pictures for memories...

journey to Kuala Lumpur lasted for like maybe 3 hours?? hahas. sleep sleep and sleep. finally we reached KL and headed to MinMax restaurant. food there was nice. hahas. so then we head for our 3 star hotel... haha. 3 star only. its called Prescott Inn. on the way there, big jam man. when we reach the hotel, went for shower. the hotel there wasnt that bad as i expected it to be. hahas. then some of us gather plan to go out of the hotel and venture around. went here and there. got a small conflict among us but already settled. then something funny happened. hazimah, fizah and my roomate, slept and locked herself in the room. so fizah and me cant possibly get in. haha. so in the end we slept in one of the rooms where there is Shannan, Doyle, Fizah and Me. haha. then doyle keep on making prank calls to the other rooms. haha. saying indian stuff. he was like hyper that night. then he said, i'll be an alarm clock every 5 minutes. not even 5 minutes, more like 5 seconds. he kept smacking me with the pillow. haha. it was a good massage though. we then watched television for a while and doze off at 4am. haha. shannan and doyle on one bed and fizah and me on one bed. haha. and that night, lots of people vomited and got very sick. and me, i got flu.

15 of June 2007

woke up 3 and a half hours later. fizah and me banged on our hotel door room hoping that she would open the door and yeah she did. i went to shower. got ready for breakfast. the breakfast there was... erm... no comments. hahas. then we all went up the bus. some went to the doctor. doctor said it maybe food poisoning or dengue fever. lots of people were sick. so then we head to this chocolate factory. the chocolates there was like yum!! especially the durian chocolate but expensive. bought this strawberry chocolate for my parents. the we go to Sunway Pyramid for shopping. so we shop and shop and shop. i bought 1 Padini shirt, 1 random shirt, 1 pair of Converse shoes. i also bought keychains for both my sisters with their name on it. and some more stuff. ate lunch in the bus and head for Singapore. we had a few stops on the way where students of new town vomit. almost the whole bus was down with an illness. as for me, i still got flu. when we passed the Singapore customs, a lot of us had bubble gums with us inside our pockets. haha. and we made it through!! woohoo...
10pm. we reached New Town Secondary School. took taxi with Eugene and then reached home sweet home. hugged my family members, told some stories and give out the presents. then my elder sis and me went to the 24 hour clinic. haha yeah. got back home, ate medicine and go to sleep.

aah!! i'm missing Perak!!!
Bye!! Perak is Love...

New Queens Reunion!!

2007-06-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

so yesterday. i went to Plaza Singapura with the New Queens!! consisting of Raymond, Hafizah, Karthik, Rachel, Syahidah, Ryzal, Guoyi, Wei Xiong, Justin and me!!! hahas. so we went to watch Shrek 3 and then just walked aimlessly all over the mall. haha.

seriously this post sounds so effortless.

random stuff

2007-06-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey!! just came back from my grandma's house.
how do i get things started. hmm.
ok! yesterday!

i went to school just to pay the $52 dollars for the perak trip. cant i just pay on the day itself. oh well. when i reached school, i straight went to the general office and asked for mr wong. the clerk said he came but she doesnt know where he is at that point of time. i had to wait for like one hour doing nothing to just pay him the money. like urgh!! so then when the quiz comp people finish their lesson, i told fizah call him. he was like at the second floor lah. then when i paid him the money, he asked, "u came to school to pay me the money?" i was like, yah. then he said"oh. i'm so touched" wah i tell u i was so fed up man. i came all the way to pay you the money and all you could say is i'm so touched. oh great. i wasnt expecting much anyway.
let me tell u more about this particular teacher.
he is actually a new teacher in my school and just joined npcc. some of my squadmates including me got really frustrated with him the other time. let me tell you peeps why from the beginning.
we are suppose to haf this badminton competition for the area 16 schools. mr wong told us that the competition is ONLY for sec 2s and that he will be there to support us. yeah right! when we reached nan hua high school where the competition was held, we were the last school to arrive and was like really shocked when we were told to pay $20 when like none of us had the money. actually two. so they paid first and proceeded to the hall with a mentality that mr wong is so gonna pay us back the money. when we people stepped into the hall, we was like super duper shocked that the players are like much bigger and way taller then us lah. so we kind of expected that their badminton talent is way better than us. we were then told by one of the nan hua cadets that the competition is for sec 1 to sec 4. when she said that ah, we were like super fed up lah. so of course, expected already, we people lost the first round. but hey! we stayed to watch ok. haha!! so we waited and waited for the competition to end and also at the same time waited for mr wong to come. but no signs of him.
the competition ended and still no signs of him. we just like heck care and headed for central.
at school, we met him and asked, y didnt you come with us the other day? and all he could say was, i am busy. i look at him and just walk away man. my friend asked him for the money back and he said he has no money at that point of time since all of it is squeezed into his credit card. he was like, next week ok? since that was a friday. urgh!! thats all about him. i am so gonna remember him for what he has done to us man!!!

ok thats all for now.
thinking about that makes my head go crazy. haha.
lol. ok byebye!!

unofficial outing!! yeah whatever it is...

2007-06-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

had an unofficial outing by our dear chairperson, eugene. its for the area 16 games day. our squad have gone nuts. organising an amazing race all over singapore? thats alot of work man!! ok yeah so the six of us met at harbourfront sontrol station and headed for vivo city. had our breakfast-cum-lunch there at banquet. ate fried dumpling noodle. not that bad though.
we then proceeded to the top floor to do our discussion for our campfire for like one hour. haha. then we got bored then we played this game called constipation. original version: concentration... it was like super funny ah. it goes like this... constipation, constipation, this is the game of pangsaisation. and we started playing. those that got caught have to go to the water. yeah lame but fun!!
yeah so then Fizah, Eugene, Ming Loon and me went to meet evina at outram control station to go to take her blood test. the blood is like so cool ah. the nurse took so much of her blood!! we then go to Takashimaya to buy camp stuff. Evina, Eugene and Ming Loon headed to Taka first while Fizah and me did our prayers at Al-Falah mosque. then we meet them at Taka and walk walk see stuff. got tired of walking around and ended up sitting at The Coffee Bean and had a discussion about what is happening in the Sec 2 squad. had lots of laughter with hafizah imitating the NCOs in the unit.
it was late already. we then headed home.
yeah thats all. at least i did go out.
HAHA!!
ok see ya!!!

Police Day Parade 2007

2007-06-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

hahas. went to Police Day Parade today with my four other friends, Hafizah, Eugene, Karthik, Zoe. met fizah, zoe and karthik at clementi control station and headed for Kallang. met eugene then waited for the shuttle bus to go to Singapore Indoor Stadium. there were lots of other school cadets there. yeah whatever.
when we reach, we had to change into our full npcc uniform and yeah blah blah blah. we had to wait for the show to start for like one hour doing absolutely nothing at all. felt very lethargic at the start but was warmed up by this guy who is the MC supposedly. so, started the show with Hady Mirza singing three songs. its HADY MIRZA ok. i so didnt expect that to happen. then the real parade begins...
its like super cool ah. the police officers were like marching so neatly and all almost to perfect ok. and there was hwa chong there. how lucky. yeah after the parade and talks by the so called very important people they had this performances by people of the ASEAN countries. i think their performances was like fantastic. its super cool. how i wish i can play the instruments and dance like that too. haha. actual fact: I can't dance... ok yeah so blah3 this post is getting boring...
after the whole thing ended, fizah, karthik, eugene and me went to long john's silver for dinner at JEC. haha. we flew from Kallang all the way to Jurong. haha.
then when i reached home, some of my cousins were there. so i played with the very cute little Kamilia and yeah...
and here i am now typing my rather boring post.
i salute to you people out there if you're still reading it.
ok yeah. before this turns into rubbish or garbage i better stop.
or maybe it already has.
ok byebye!!

South 1 NE Student Leadership Camp

2007-05-28T09:45:00.000+08:00

yeah. came back from NE camp yesterday. 25th May to 27th May. It rocks!! ppl of St Margarets, Queensway, Queenstown and New Town at Discovery Centre!!

Day 1

we had amazing race, hafizah, farah, shanice, charlene and me of course. and few lectures stuff like that. planning of NE games rock. haha. get to mix around with other school and had to plan a game which involves National Education. so queenstown and new town was grouped together. had loads of fun. the twelve of us had to do a short rehearsal among ourselves which had never really did happened since the boys are like playing. wad do you expect? boys after all. so yeah after that we all fell asleep at around 12 midnight. slept so soundly in an AIR-CONDITIONED room. believe it or not.

Day 2

woke up at 6 am to shower and start off the day with breakfast and a lecture. soon we had tea break and carry out our very own NE game to the very cute primary school kids. Great job people!! we had tea break again and had to endure aLOT of lectures by the same guy. after that a lot of lectures, we had this team building game in groups of six or seven which consist of different schools with equal proportions of boys and girls. two had to be blindfolded. they had to build a dome-shaped tent. two are the instructors and the other three which have me inside have to irritate other groups so as to distract the building of the tent. the three of us irritated this group til they got seriously pissed off. hahas. that was quite hilarious though. after ths game, all of us had dinner for about 1 hour. my school ate together for like about 10 minutes and some of us told ghost stories. haha that was really funny seeing Raymond and Xiang Rui both chickened out. after dinner, we had another lecture by the same guy and that ended our day. after the programmes ended, some new towners went outside the boys' dormitory and had chat. then, we went back to the canteen. some queenstown people stayed behind and we played some double dare. we got tired of the game so we all went outside the boys's dormitory again and slept there for like about 45 minutes and left raymond and benedict there and then headed for the girls' dormitory. by then it was like about 5 am in the morning.

Day 3

woke up at 6 am again to shower. this time i can take my own sweet time as there's no girls there. hahas. ate breakfast then we had presentation of racial harmony day stuff. then we had tea break and went for the prize presentation ceremony. taught the other school how to dance the honky stomp. and ended the camp with lunch. then, the fours schools had to be squeezed in one bus to reach boon lay mrt. so when we reach there, some of the new towners went to jurong point with our big bulky bags. then on the way met some queenstown people. after a while, we decided to go to this alien block and just sit around. yeah we played murderer and crocodile there. Extremely Fun!! hahas. one day we gonna meet up again!!! yay!! hahas. so happy since my June holidays is gonna be boring.

hahas. ok.
i am ending here already.
ByeBye!!

Exams are OVER!!

2007-05-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

ok ritte. hmm. how to get this started.
firstly, i am really sorry for not updating my blog for a very very long time.
due to the frequent revision of subjects. (yeah ritte!!)
but now exams are over, i can slack as long as i want.
oh whatever.
i am very bored and lonely. my friends are otherwise going out with their teachers to watch movie...
i NEED to go out. (with someone)
i NEED entertainment.
oh great.
25 to 27 May - Camping at Discovery Centre (HAHA!!)
12 to 15 june - Perak here I come!! with my npcc mates
ok thats all.
other dates i am VERY free.
thinking of going out with me?? feel FREE to do so!!!

Cheer me up!!

Made History!!

2007-04-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

I made history in New Town Secondary School today!! How very embarrassing...
this week its my duty to do pledge taking in front of the whole school... come on lah
its not my first time and i am doing this... firstly, the school laught at me cause the bloody mike was too bloody loud... then they laugh at me cause i forgot the pledge!! freak lah!
this was what had happened... we the citizens of Singapore pledge ourselves as one united people regardless of race, language or religion to build a democratic society. Based on justice... then i forgot wads the next line... then there was this stupid ever sudden pause... obviously the whole freaking school laugh at me lah!! firstly, i was told last minute to do the pledge duty, secondly, i was panting thirdly, my mind switched off suddenly... then after the whole incomplete pledge, i moved aside and said shit very loudly... that point of time, i dont care if the vp and discipline master was there... when i went in the prefect room my mates was like omg Hidayah!! what happen?? so obviously everywhere i go people was like laughing at me and making fun of me about my rather hilarious pledge... i was told that one of my prefect mates actually slap her friend because he was laughing at me. she was like you think easy ah go up there and talk... haha... u go girl!! dats the worst thing that could ever happen to me and it happened... i promise myself not to that ever again!! and show my boldness back tomorrow!! u go Hidayah!!

MANY THINGS!!

2007-04-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

ok!! i havent update for a seriously very long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reason?? too lazy!!!
everything its all in my head but when i return to the webpage already i tend to forget everything.
dats the problem with my head... lallala..... farah is dying for me to update my blog...
Hidayah has been very irritating for the past few days!! haha!! and the very stupid rumor going on about me and eugene steadying!! oh crap!!! pls ok people, i have a very good and high expectations of my future boyfriend... almost the whole prefectorial board know about it already... thanks to my dearest Farah, Hafizah and Yanlin especially... urgh!! super annoyingness... me and eugene?? THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOTTTTT TRUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okbyebye

Sunset Way!!

2007-03-17T12:54:00.001+08:00

My Homeland

reasons why I love Clementi Sunset Way and don't wish to shift from my place

1. a very very peaceful place
2. thousands of good-looking caucasians of around my age in there
3. farah stays there... haha
4. my neighbour who's super hot stays there.
5. beautiful scenery

haha. thats all for now.

Boring

2007-03-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

BORING!!

gosh... i am so very bored. tomorrow going johor. yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! shop and shop and shop. wohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

lalala
Hidayah says lalala

World's Most Stupidest Dream

2007-03-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

supposedly nightmare.

starting with ok so as usual, i had the world's most stupidest dream last night. sort of two dreams altogether. the first one was rather dumb. its about this guy in my class whom i dont always talk to and he usually wont talk to the girls. i wont mention the name of course or the whole world will know about it. ok in that dream he suddenly came out of the blue and helped me to carry things. then after a while, he said this, " actually Hidayah, i wanted to tell you since that day but it didnt really happen so now i haf a confession to make that is i really like u." HAHAHA. hilarious. then in dat dream i said, "i'll think about it" OMG!! I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SAID THAT!! so about like 1 hour later, i woke up, did my morning prayers and slept back. then another ridiculous dream appeared, i got public caning just because i insulted a bus driver. HOW RETARDED!! ok this post is full of rubbish. turning into garbage already. the best dream i had was when this super good-looking guy went to sit beside me and chatted wif me for hours!! he was wearing a black shirt at that time!! hands down drop dead gorgeous man!!
ok then today i went to bowl.
for goodness sake, I CANT BOWL FOR NUTS. crap. ok after the whole bowling thing, me, eugene, ben, fadzil and daniel went out to eat at imm. then we went to JEC, meet doyle and take neoprints!! wohoo!! dat was fun!!
phew!! what a day!!
Hidayah's tired.

Password

2007-03-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

something new.

i wanna put something new in my blog!! that is password... i dunnoe how to but i am trying to find out... this time i dun wanna let anybody see my blog. its just like a normal diary except that is typed. then i can haf the freedom to spurt everything out without anybody knowing.
sorry for the inconvenience.
from Hidayah.

Its All About Me.

2007-03-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Its all about ME!!

all about me which i dont think i mentioned before...

1. ~~absolutely uninterested in typical malay guys~~ likes looking at decent guys!! HAHA...
2. eats ice-cream when upset
3. loves to see and make people laugh
4. hates to see people angry
5. treated like a nobody
6. my primary school friends are the best
7. does not like it when people insult my talents
8. anti-violence
9. hates it when people answers back and disrespectful
10. tends to be clumsy sometimes
11. messy eater though i try to be ladylike
12. loves taking photos!!
13. pretends to look happy when i am actually upset
14. anti-social when grumpy
15. nobody listens to me
16. loves to look good
17. but i dont fancy make-up (i put on johnsons baby powder... hehe)
18. loves western food!!
19. watches weight although i tend to eat a lot sometimes
20. sensitive at times
21. loves to talk to myself when nobody is looking
22. bite straws but dont usually realise it until somebody tells me
23. wakes up at 4.30am on weekdays to study
24. dislikes homework
25. love Math though it makes me go crazy
26. fancies changing hairstyles
27. likes to be alone when doing work
28. enjoys making friends
29. handwriting according to mood
30. hates people who only think about themselves
31. spends a lot on unecessary things
32. though she loves to save money
33. loves to collect branded stuff
34. but i am NOT a goldigger
35. a clean person basically hygienic
36. loves tatty bears!!
37. loves myself!!

haha!!

Nothing

2007-03-04T12:08:00.000+08:00

oh great. i feel like crap now. my legs hurt terribly. somebody entertain me!!
lallalallaallala!! my new blogskin. my elder sis helped me in choosing. haha. the tagboard needs to change its colour.

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2moro is monday!! yahoo. there's PE and afterwards Bio enrichment... yahoo!!
Hidayah is lame.

Cross Country

2007-03-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

valiantians:)

cross country race.

ok so to day is cross country. the big day has come!! when we reach there. a lot of people were there already. so whatever and whatever. then the race begins. sec 1 girls start racing first followed by sec 1 boys and then sec 4/5 girls, later on sec 2 boys, soon sec 2 girls. when its my turn to race, farah, hafizah and me run together and soon later we split. hafizah was in front, farah was at the back. and guess where was me?? in between of course!! haha. i got 16th position!! haha. at least i improved from last year. haha. so after the whole thing ends eugene, yann chwen, karthik, kian ann, hafizah and me went for bowling. i only played one round. sad. no money. i spent it on my very very nice wallet and pouch. haha. so only waiting for next week. then i will get my weekly allowance. haha. so when i was there, i was like a total loser. haha. the ball keep on going to the "longkang". haha. so after that, we went to eat. haha. ok haha. then after that, haha, we took the free shuttle bus to go to IMM to buy earrings. haha!! guys haf to wait outside while the girls haf a great time choosing the earrings. haha. poor thing. when i see their face, like very pissed off. haha. so then we went to jurong entertainment centre to take neoprints. haha. there was one particular picture where we are suppose to look serious and that eugene go and push my head. so i pushed his head back and end up the picture looks ugly. all thanks to eugene poh. urgh. so by the time everything ends i went home by bus. and i slept in the bus and guess wad happen. i was three bus stops further from i was suppose to alight haha. but dis time not so bad. the other time i took the bus, it went all the way to the last bus stop which is the interchange. haha. ok so i reverse myself back. haha.
ok. haha.
Hidayah says byebye.

TODAY!! Hahaha!!!

2007-02-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY!! Hahaha!!!

ok. so before i mention anything about today, i must say something about yesterday too. yesterday was my sis's birthday. My dad gave her a nokia 6288 handphone, my mum gave her an adidas slingbag, my elder sis bought her a baby-g watch and me, myself and I bought for her a MYUK wallet. haha. she likes it. so its great. that day something sad happen too. early part of yesterday when i am at home phone before steeping out of the house for school, i cried. yes, i cried. u may think its just a small matter but to me... just another different story. i'm kinda sick of my younger sister's rudeness to her elders. its like been happening for months already. i couldn't take it anymore and i burst it all to my dad. she is just being too much pampered already and now she has become like this. haix. forget it. so then after school, i got physical training which is very much torturous. all we do is pumping, sit ups, jumping jacks and run around the school. so right after that, i invited few people to accompany me to go to IMM to buy birthday cake for sister. I bought her a chocolate truffle cake. nice!! before that i bought a pair of silver earrings at aries which is absolutely nice. then we hang around there for a while and i was the first one who headed home. at home then we celebrate like crazy until i am so tired.
ok then today after school we had drills session since this friday we will be having cross country. just the normal stuff. then after that, haha. hafizah, eugene, karthik and me got invited to ride on mr chan's red peugeot car. Woah!! cool. HAHA. me and hafizah sang in the car. Mr chan said i got potential!! haha. so we went to mr prata. ernest treat me and karthik. so nice!! over there, i am like acting so crazy until eugene, karthik and hafizah cannot take it already and ask me to shut up because i irritating. haha. then when evening already. i rushed home first. haha.
ok. byebye. haha.
Hidayah signing off.

Haha. Today.

2007-02-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

today.

so today. i went for the scrabble competition. i didnt win though. its not the matter of winning actually, its just the matter whether u haf enjoyed it or not. haha. i did. table no. 16!! haha. made friends. so fun and funny. so then after the whole thing ends, i went back home. and of course not forgetting to buy my beloved creamy clam chowder from long john's silver on the way. yum!! delicious!!! then i went out again to jurong point with hafizah to buy my sister's birthday present. saw a nice wallet and big pouch at the wallet shop. gonna save money and buy it. i got this 15% discount voucher. yay!! then we went to clementi mcdonalds to do project, CSSP. some npcc thing. then we played badminton after that practising for next Saturday's badminton competition at Nan Hua under npcc. think's its gonna be fun!! yay!!! so now getting ready to watch Pesta Perdana 9. yay!!
Hidayah stops here for now.

Back.

2007-02-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

heys. i'm back.

ok. so friday to monday.
so on friday, chinese new year celebration, school ended early and no npcc on that day so i planned to go back to my primary school. i called my dear classmates and they said they are not going. how sad. they went to watch movie. so obviously they ask me to join them haha. of course. surprisingly my parents let me go. met naquiya, valerie and olivia at cineleisure and we watched epic movie!! its so freaking funny!!! haha. especially the chocolate "nut" flavour part. haha. the movie lasted for like around 2 hours. so then we took neoprints at heerens and went back home. ate sotong head from old chang kee alone along the way. ok so that was friday.
saturday.
my family and I went out to golden landmark at arab st to change my sis's clothes size. so then we went out to eat at swensens and i ordered the seafood black pepper pasta. yummy!! then after that we went to my mum's favourite shopping centre, mustafa centre. hahas. so there my dad bought me a pink nike waterbottle. so nice!! yay!!! thanks dad!! so we hang out there for a while and went for prayers at the nearby mosque and headed home by mrt.
sunday.
we went to east cost park with my father's side. the place was like packed with tents everywhere. once we reached there, we ate a bit and then i cycled with my cousin. so after a while i felt bored and went to dip myself in the seawater. so then my cousins suggest that they all should bury me in the sand. haha. so yeah they did bury me except my head of course. haha. havent uploaded the photos yet. but anyways, it will be in my friendster. during like evening that time, i tried rollerblading. its difficult but i kinda got it. kept falling along the way. and like for goodness sake, i am like trying to learn how to rollerblade when that wild monkey chase after me. i screamed like i think the whole east coast can hear me. phew it didnt bite me. so at night, when dark we played dare (passing the ball version). the dare that i have to do was walk from one lampost to another like an aqua. (half girl half boy) so embarassing. hope the other side didnt see it. so when its almost time we headed home.
monday.
my family and I went to my grandma's house to do some religious prayers. i dunnoe what u call that in English. ok. so at night my cousins and me including my sisters played charades. so fun!! haha. then we watched the malay movie, gubra, continued version of sepet on sunday which i didnt watch. so sad. ok nevermind. the movie was nice though. so then my cousin drove us home. my dad went home earlier. he was tired.
today.
so today. here i am typing my post. project day. the bio dna model project.
ok then.
Hidayah going off.

Ants Love Me.

2007-02-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

ants love me.

ANTS!! everywhere i go there's ants. here, there, everywhere, up, down, front, back, left, right. ok whatever Hidayah. so then today is my elder sis birthday. got her a charades game since pictionary is not sold anywhere in Singapore already. so sad. today is also the head prefect's birthday, Dinah. mr goh bought her a cake and it turns out that the cake has wine in it. so wasted. so all the non-muslims eat happily and the muslims sit down one corner and cry. haha. no lah.
today as for me, experience a lot of self-centeredness as i mentioned in my previous post. i am never going to get used to it. this world will be a lot better when everybody would be more caring and treasure whatever they have. sometimes come to think of it, u cant always blame other people. so i try to look at myself and reflect what i have done and what i could have done. sorry for the poor usage of English Seems like only me is doing that. What has happened to the world?? I want to be in a where there is peace, no gossips and people treasure what they have and dont let it go to waste. Hope the world can be a better place for people to live in.
Bye!!
Hidayah going offline.

Lets Talk

2007-02-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

lets talk.

ok so i'm back from my last lesson of the EXTRA bio class. its seems like as if i'm forced to go. its not even compulsory. haix. ok whatever. later evening, me and farah going to vivo city to buy my sis's birthday present and the valentines day exchanging of presents. farah's first time going there. n she's really excited. haha. i've been there countless number of times. not to boast, but true. haha.
ok then. i'm real tired. wanna sleep.
chao. see ya!!
Hidayah ends here.

A Lot Of Things

2007-02-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

a lot of things. a lot.

lets get straight to the point. ok so there's art. art is really a nice and beautiful thing but ms ng just haf got to ruin it. i mean we haf like thousands of other things on mind and art just needs to occupy half of it. she gave us million of homework and expect us to finish two days later. tell me, how can that be possible. yesterday, i came back to school in the afternoon just to hand in that freak homework. so then, that's one thing. this week is just so torturing with the tests and pressure coming up. its so irritating. when i am suppose to be studying for the tests, art just comes in my way. urgh!!

so tuesday, we had prefect meeting. mrs ang came and gave us a talk. actually not really a talk, more like a lecture to me. she was like looking and keep on staring at me throughout her talk. she did it as if i haf done something wrong like dat. like hello, wad did i do. so after her long hours of lecture, we had to draw lots for who is going to be our valentine. i got syukri. seriously, i haf absolutely no idea on wad to buy for a guy. i haf no idea wad they like. and the presents must be $3 and above, cannot go below that. so then there's another thing i want to talk about.

self-centeredness.

cant anyone think about the world other than themselves. just for like a minute or a second. cant the world be a more caring and understanding place. people, please think twice. haf you ever shared your problems with someone and they will just go yeahing without even understanding what you are talking about or worse not even listening to you and will just do their own stuff. and when they tell you their problems you would listen coz u noe u will hurt ur fren's feelings if u dont and also so that u can be a more caring and understanding person?? its really disappointing and hurting if anyone had ever done that to u before. i noe coz it happens to me almost all the time. as a result, the only thing i can do, is just keep it to myself and not telling anyone. hmm... whatever.

so today, i got swimming test. 7 out of 21 people is chosen for intermediate1 while the rest got elementary2. i am one of the 7 people!! yahoo!!! so happy!! haha... so now i am going to continue my swimming course until i get my bronze survival swimming certificate and badge. woohoo!!!
ok then.
Hidayah signing of.

SICK!!

2007-02-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

sick. literally sick.

i am very sick. so sick. sick. siCK. SICK!! literally sick ok. dont get me wrong. i am down with a very horrible sorethroat and flu. and now i cant talk normally. my voice just sound very deep. and the worse thing is dat i cant sing properly... so sad. hope i get better as fast as possible. so today i got EXTRA bio class which i still have to come when i am so very sick. great. so great.
so then this morning. i was just like sleeping so soundly like maybe around 6.30 like dat when i had this beautiful dream of mine. in the dream i was doing my math homework with my friend until this two cute, handsome, hot guys came along. so then in that dream they were brothers. the younger one which is around two years older than me came talk to me!! haha!!! the elder brother went to talk to my friend. they are like so so so so so very very hot in that dream ok. HAHA!! my lala land isnt dat bad after all. Hahas.
See ya!!

Time Flies

2007-01-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

Time flies.

time really flies. in two more days January's going to end when it just feels like start of school year. in no time at all, exams will be just around the corner and soon comes the stress. Extra lessons and activities will flow in like water. must ensure that i will have proper time and stress management. and the holidays when everybody needs rest, they will be camps... though i love it.
now, i have a terrible headache and sorethroat. cant concentrate on my stuff. urgh...
math test wasn't that bad. Mrs Goh desribe it like as if the world is going to an end.
went to farah's house for a while and ate a lot. pizza, pasta and lots of drumlets. feel so full. gonna skip my dinner for sure or i'll be bloated.
cant write anymore
see ya later
bye!!

Saturday. Party.

2007-01-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

Farah's birthday party.

so yesterday. after school for the extra bio class, i went to celebrate my cousin's birthday, Farah at Simei. far right?? so many delicious food so yummy. especially the baked potatoes and honey chicken. and i learnt a new card trick. my cousin taught me. woohoo!! so then at night we watched soccer. singapore vs malaysia. so funny. there was this banner that said "malaysia tak boleh" haha. its great though that singapore won. hahas. so my family came back late at night. like around 12 like that. but we got a ride home on a pick-up. so tired already by then.
so today i got tuition at 2.30. and then rest at home for once for the week. ok then.
me signing of.

Friday. 26th.

2007-01-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday. Friday.

so yesterday npcc we learn lots of new things. I shouted commands for the first time of my life. i mean like during npcc lah. so then we learnt new drills. just like the usual friday. then towards the end of the day we sang to Kian Ann birthday song. he look so shy. haha.
after npcc is all over, my dad called tell me go home faster,. going to uncle house which is located in the east. by the time i was already so exhausted ok. then when i reach home woah so rush haf to bathe then quickly get ready. on the way, i slept in the bus. on the way back also. by dat time i was so already very grumpy. i cant help my grumpiness. go home. change. sleep.
ok then dats about it. theres nothing i haf got to say already. BYE!! Today and tomorrow still haf to go school. 6 days straight come back late ok. so tiring. give me a rest man.

New Blog

2007-01-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

my new blog.

ok so here's my new blog. so far so good. hope can put in some more features inside.
came back from my swimming course. all exhausted and smell like chlorine all over. ok i chao for now nothing to write.

in**my**dreams

...

April's here.

february. last month of the semesterrrrr.

tired.

the week.

Haze.

CRAVINGS.

Raya.

drained.

what.

July.

school reopens.

Common tests are over!

6th week.

first day.

update again.

tell me why is Alex Lambert out of American Idol?

should i or should i not go to sleep?

while listening to a song from glee...

morning update.

random.

after today.

awake.

New Year.

titleless.3

titleless.2

titleless.

update!

Back!

the last day of the year.

shooting

blogskin

in two weeks.

rewind...

SOMESINGAPOREANS!

school starts.

backbackback!

exams r over!

screwed.

a different day

another day...

finally

lazy bum

after so long

fed up

moods.

todaytodaytoday!!

Whyyy?

Annual Camp 2007

Student Leadership Camp 2007

How does it feel...

what happened yesterday...

E2/2 2007

ATC!

lalala.....

Area 16 Games Day 2007

update!

My Birthday!! (:

Racial Harmony Day!!

face the reality...

Memories from Perak...

New Queens Reunion!!

random stuff

unofficial outing!! yeah whatever it is...

Police Day Parade 2007

South 1 NE Student Leadership Camp

Exams are OVER!!

Made History!!

MANY THINGS!!

Sunset Way!!

Boring

World's Most Stupidest Dream

Password

Its All About Me.

Nothing

Cross Country

TODAY!! Hahaha!!!

Haha. Today.

Back.

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