Autumn days will fade away

title: Whyyy?
date: Saturday, January 19, 2008
time:10:12 PM

WhywhywhyandWHY??

hopefully somebody could just come into my dreams and answer my questions.

Why am i feeling like this right now? like suddenly so bloody frustrated?
Why do i get so stupidly emotional when i watch shows like just married?
Why does my current class have only 10 girls? and most of which that is not willing to make new friends?
Why do i spend 1 hour in the toilet every morning? especially when i do stuff normal people does inside? and because of that i have to wake up around 4.45am?
Why do i talk to myself every single time when i'm alone? like now?
Why cant my body take it when i run 3 km continuously?
Why dont people listen? to me?
Why do i feel like i'm talking to myself everytime i'm asking a question? when i'm actually not?
Why do i have so many commitments in my life?
Why do parents and teachers say the same stuff everytime over and over again?
Why do people say 'haha' in their conversation window when is not even funny?
Why do i like to wander off alone? and simply just enjoy every minute of it?
Why cant people be more direct to each other?
Why does suddeny i feel like asking a lot of questions?

gosh.
life's just not the way i want it to be sometimes.