time really flies huh. 6th week is already here and i'm already feeling so drained. yeah and my dad turned 57 last thursday! Love you Ayah.

i was reading through profiles just a while ago on facebook and thought about how much i'm missing out on so many things out there while i'm stuck here at Singapore. i'm really envious of those getting to study abroad and at the same time travel around the world, meeting new people, new cultures every single day at such a young age. hmm. nat geo adventure's been keeping me busy almost every night and yes i enjoy the company.

i'm feeling so so drained. and i really dont like saying i'm having pms because i dont. its so exhausting when you know what to expect for the day and youre living that day almost everyday. and you go round and round and round you still end up here. its physically and mentally tiring. yeah you might learn new things every single day in theory, be smarter than everyone around you but your experiences are still the same. it makes you really shallow and of course you'll feel horrible about it. which is how i'm feeling right now. not that i'm saying i'm smarter than everyone. hahah. no i'm not stressed neither am i depressed. just sick and tired.

i'm staying positive. like what my parents always tell me, there's always a good in every bad. i know someday, just someday, my turn will come. so now that i'm here, i'm really trying my very very best to make my parents very proud of me.

me.