Autumn days will fade away

title: fed up
date: Monday, February 18, 2008
time:10:08 PM

"sometimes the person that is the most closest to you, may not be the person u can count on. the only group of people that u can guarantee count on is your family."
-quoted from the best dad in the world

life has its ups and downs. and now, i'm experiencing the down part.
looks can be deceiving. words can be deceiving. but actions may not.
its really true what my dad says.
some people whom i know are not really who i thought they were after all.
have you ever come across anybody who actually LISTENS to you?
ask, how are u feeling the next day after listening to you or your problems?
i have. my family.

people can usually say this, i am a person that can cheer anybody up whenever they are down.
but how do they cheer u up?
by telling jokes? which totally does not help cause u know that ur problems will stay there after laughing out so loudly.
or the other way round? which is by thinking of solutions to solve ur problems and then joke around. that way, u noe how to solve your problems and at the same time be happy that ur problem is over.

so be careful whenever u meet people and especially when they say i am a person that can cheer sad people up.
sometimes, people do not know what they are doing.
and why am i saying this? because some people that i'm close to are like that.
making them look happy but not making the inside happy.
oh whatever,
i'm fed up.

an advise from me,
make the right choice, live your life the way YOU want it to be.
~Hidayah