Autumn days will fade away

title: moods.
date: Saturday, February 16, 2008
time:10:12 PM

moods.

my moods' kinda inconsistent these days. ok i know it sounds wrong.
every single day i'm back home late, felt like ripping myself apart.
and theres campcraft. just got to know i'm a reserve.
whatever. i'm useless. i dont care.
but sometimes i'm just happy.
like especially when my friends are around and humour starts to set in.
and sometimes i dont know what i'm doing, what i'm saying.
thing just happen; things just slipped out of my mouth.
and the next thing i know, i cant believe that that just happened.
and i start thinking of bad memories.
it just sucks that way. sucks real bad.
then there comes some love shows on tv. like the notebook.
and i'll just cry my heart out.
haii. why?
my test marks hadnt be that bad these few days as it was last year.
so i'm rather happy but theres still a lot more room for improvement. especially for both my math.
and valentines' day just passed.
as usual, i got chocolates, sweets; the kind of giveaway things. not like those "special presents".
though i got a really funny one from dominique.
guess what izit?
disposable panties.
he put it under my table along with some other peeps inside my class.
he's nuts i know.
LOL.
(sorry dom but its true anyway) haha.
then the next day, i got a box of ferrero rocher from this guy.
cause i did a good deed.((:
lol. didnt expect him to do that.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
and he gave me a poem which was nicely written.
how nice!

and now, i want to live my life the way i want it to be.
leading a carefree life.
not exactly carefree, just care about those things like, family, religion, studies.
just being happy.
and i am not going to let campcraft ruin my life.

so thats the way it is.

~noor hidayah hamdan logging off