Autumn days will fade away

title: finally
date: Wednesday, March 26, 2008
time:11:25 PM

finally. finally and finally. this blogger is working.

okay.
nowadays, i feel like i'm being challenged. in one way or another.

i have to stop making people get all the wrong ideas.
i mean like. come on. even though i sit beside a boy, i cant possibly like him right?
and please. i DONT.
and then u have to do this stupid stupid dare.
u guys get what i mean. like girlguy stuff. dumbshits.
i will NEVER EVER fall into such things again.
yuck. i mean its like just freaking me out.
i dont even like him.
like he's makes it look like as it we're more than just friends.
eww. please. NO.
FRIENDS. thats all. nothing more.

so. i am going to lead a NORMAL normal girl's life.
just friends. NOTHING more.
i mean like i hate those mushy kind of things.
as in like when the wrong kind of people does it.
eww, eww and eww.
i know people might think that i have changed. since the start of monday.
which is good.

you know what?
i NEVER had a special someone since i was born. as in like besides my family.
in other words, boyfriend.
and i'm PROUD of it.
some people was like shocked.
i mean like there's nothing to be surprised about.
of course, i go, oh, that guy is cute!
thats just all.

lets be dreamy here. haha.
my future guy, is gonna be my one and only.
he's gonna be my first and last.
he's gonna talk his ass off. (i dont fancy quiet people, conversations tend to get boring, like you'll be thinking, oh gosh what am i gonna say next.)
he's gotta be someone that i can be proud of, that i can show off to the world. and of course, he's gotta show me off to the world too.
he's gotta dress well. even if he doesnt, i'll guide.((: haha!
he's gotta take care of his looks.
he's gotta have the heart.((: (u know, those stuff)
he's gotta SMILE! (and that smile's gotta make my heart flip!)
and mustmust be friendly. at all times.
and everything else that a girl wants. (i am so not being materialistic)

i know i'm too young to be thinking of all these.
but sometimes its fun to get your imagination wild.
being dreamy. dreams are made to believe and make it happen.
haha!

i felt so much relief after blogging.
i am just gonna be me, me, me, me and ME!

and btw, i've got a new favourite!
SLEEQ! woohoo!
cutestuff!
and their voice are like, aahhhhhhhhhh... so soothing...
try to listen to them someday. you'll get hooked!

okay.
now about my current class.
we drive every single teacher crazy. everytime they step into our class.
complaincomplaincomplain.
scoldingscoldingscolding.
i feel that we're just not doing ourselves justice.
after what they did to us.
what our parents do to help us.
there's a lot of changing we need to do.
its all about attitude.
so yeah.

i've GOT to work harder.
i have to i have to i have to.
especially especially maths!
and both sciences. biology and chemistry.
there's no point saying. i have to act upon it.
so yeah.

and now, i'm listening to ROAST MUTTONS at 987fm!
they're so funny!
LOL.
so i've got to go now.
i wonder if there's any faithful readers here...(:

so long people!
lalala.
~hidayah's in her own little world...(: