its almost 2.30am in the morning and i'm still wide awake and the only one up in the house. havent had the taste of good ice cream for god knows how long and relieved with hagen daaz chocolate ice cream topped with bits of oreo biscuits and semi-sweet chocolate chips about an hour ago. love it. just finished watching The Proposal starring Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds and it was great! i thought it was rather short but still love the few moments here and there.

i was looking through my previous posts and realised that i didnt mention the most important thing ever on the post after 31st December 2008. My older sister gave birth to a beautiful adorable baby girl in June 2009. She's now 6 months old and already knows how to turn herself on the bed. i know its hard to believe, being an auntie at the age of 16. She has my eyes, nose and forehead. haha!

life's been like like that. its either home, campcraft or go out to eat. i need to make full use of my holidays before i get my results in January. i need a temp job, earn some money, spend it and have some fun. but till now, i cant find any. plus i met a "lost" friend lately but yeah it was a good return and we all talked and smiled.

By now, I've learnt the meaning of true friends. those that i can trust, and those that i can keep. those that not only speak nor write, but at the same time, those that act upon it. i've seen true colours revealing itself even at the most menial of times and from there, i knew. i'm not saying i'm perfect in any way, its just a thought, a review, a feeling.

i gotta go and have some sleep. i'll write in again as soon as i know what to write about.

we're just a part of a life that meant nothing, nothing at all, just buried in a bunch of foolishness which always had words but never actions.

but as for me, i miss a good laughter, good fun and good companies. away from all worries and being carefree.